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Thursday, December 30, 2004



Wee...juz came back from chalet ytd...went on 28th...on 28...mah sis and i reached there at bout 5pm..then we rent mahjong set and plae!!!hahaz...did have some fun...when mah uncle came...we started ta decorae the apartment...cuz tml mah cousin will be celebratinig his 21st b'dae!!!We cut and paste stuff...then we blow ballons!!!Whee...at bout dunno wat time...some time after we pasted most decorations up...mah cousin came..then he sae the decorations are nice...then we wanted ta add his name down too...he said...dun need lah...can liao...veri nice le...=)...not long lata those whom are not staying went home...left wif 4 of us...we played mahjong till bout 12 plus...then 3 of his frens came ta plae mahjong...sho we...mah cousin(phyllis),mah sis adi stoped and let him plae wif his fren...we plae cards...haha...phyllis went ta cut the name of mah cousin while we are playing...then we ask mah tat cousin playing mahjong de ta paste his own name up...heex...after some time...we stop playing and we tok...then his frens went back at 3 plus...then bout 4 plus we went ta cheers ta buy cup noodles and food...we walk a long way out from the chalet to cheers..and it was sho COLD!!!whee...bout 5am...i was eating mah cup noodles...nice sia...then they went ta sleep!!!they ask mi ta sleep also...but i too full le...sho i kept walking about...heex...then bout 5.50am then sleep...
Woke up at 8am...i am suppose ta reach skool by 8.30am!!!hahaz...did mah things...then i walk all the way out...quite a long distance...took the bus..then change bus...reach sch at bout 9.30am...wentta guides room and help sheena do her stuff...we was toking and laughing up there while the others having their cf meeting...did had quite some fun...bout 12 plus..we had ta lock up guides room...sho cf de ppl go yt's hse...then most left...leaving cheryl,sheena,sze yun and i...we helped sheena ta get her things done...till bout 3 plus then we go home...Reach home le..i went ta bathe..then i went back ta the chalet!!!YEA...while i was on mah way there...i saw WEI JING!!!haha...siao...reach there le...then quite bored..sho i pull them ta plae mahjong...whee...our relatives cuming in...and mah cousin's frens suppose ta be at the chalet at 7pm...but when it ish already 7...none reached!haha...sho we eat...even b4 they reach...at bout 8 plus...my cousin's 1st few frens were here...from bout tat time till 11 plus...his frens are cuming in...eating...playing cards...we...doin nth...sitting on the chair...having our own entertainment...we took pictures...plae gamme...haha...bout 11.30pm...we are all ready ta cut the cake!!!haha...the candles are lit...then there are many flashes...we took sho many pictures till the candles goin ta melt off before the cutting...then mah cousins was sho funni lr...he even had a speech b4 cutting his cake...hahaz...we had great fun...took alot of pics using different cams...at bout 12am...we had another cake!!!the cake fer mah mama!!!hahaz...cuz her b'dae falls on the same dae as my cousin!!!we sing songs...take pic...then go home...was dead beat sia...but was fun!!!=)..i wanna bloggin those pics also...but i can't..haiz...nvm then...


LoUviN U__]]* 1:17 PM

Saturday, December 25, 2004



Todae...went out in the afternoon...cuz they last min call mie then ask mi ta go ta church...i gt nth ta do...sho i went lor...When ta take 88...told them the number then met them up in the bus...took it all the way till pasir ris...went ta downtown east...they called jia jian as he was in www...then waited fer him...veri sian...sho went ta plae arcade!FUN sia...went bk meet xue ting,ger...after some time...all reach le went ta the church...it was funni when we was inside...tat ngee dong keep making noises...lolx...we kept laughing fer many different stuff...after everything...we took number 3 and went ta tampines...wait fer ken and hk cum out from work then we go makan...then went ta punggol park ta countdown...it was lame...cuz there was no sparkles...no candles...nth...we played wif the stuff there and des's fishing rod...hahax...then finish countdown then went home le lor...a little stupid lor...
*I heard u mentioning mah name...but i dunno fer wat reason...was glad tat can be close ta u again as b4...but not sure if we could be sho close as in the past...but reali hope tat we can...missing you=)


LoUviN U__]]* 1:18 AM

Wednesday, December 22, 2004



todae morning went ta skool ta clean up...then volleyball de ppl inside lor...sho can't clean...then end up we move thins down and to the guides room then i went ta pack and clean the guides room!!then we hang our banner...somehow its already afternoon...we went ta kfc ta eat le then go home liao...reach home at bout 4pm...then went out at 5.45pm...meet le sze yun then go compass find the others...then we meet at 6pm...tat fiona cum at 6.35pm!!!Sho we went off...took the same bus as alot of guitar peeps lor...then we keep laughing lor....cuz tat fiona tok bout all the lame lame stuff...reach liao we went up...mr alvin numbered our gifts sho as ta exchange them in the late part of the nite...we was standing at the window then there was sho cooling and windy!!!After sometime...went ta mah son there and sit ta see wat they doin or sae playing...cuz there ish nth ta do in the hse...then they tok bout alot of funni funni stuff...i was like...laughing non stop...from the bus..till in the hse...not long lata we makan...got turkey leh!!!Great sia...the food taste nice!!!When sze yun and i was eating our supper...we like couple like tat lor...we was standing at the window there...then toking ta each other...cuz the hse quite noisy...facing each other somemore...got tat romantic atmosphere lor...then rudy came over and said...it would be great if one of us ish a guy!!!LOLX!!!We went about in the hse...toking..playing...watching tv...and then...ITS TIME FER CAROLS!!!Everyone was in the living room...squeezing each other...singing...having fun...after a hort while...fiona and i stood up and joined rudy and linus who were at the back of the table...we sing loudly...then fiona and deanee join us...then we sang happily...esp onli some parts of the song...eg fa la la la la la la la la....all those dragging part all we sing de...cuz the rest we dunno how ta sing...heex...the nicest song ish 12 days of chirstmas!!!We sang "On the 6t dae of chirstmas mah true love sent to mie...6 geese a laying,5...lo mai gai...4 dua bao...3 suai bao...2 char siew bao..and a shio shio a cham ba lo ti!!!!"Tat was DAMN FUN lor...we kept singing and singing...hahax...then we drank beer!!!The taste sho bitter and.......*yuck*...haha...then we got our gift exchange...then some of them went home...some stayed ta help out and fer fun...then i went home earli wif them...cuz they all dun wanna stay...tats it...had a fun dae!!!=)


LoUviN U__]]* 11:50 PM




todae went ta skool in the morning...cuz todae got farewell party...then have ta go sch ta prepare...reach le then we do budgeting,after tat we went ta point ta shop fer food wif the scouts...after shopping...sheena,wan lin and i carry the food ta wan lin's hse...we are back in sch at bout 2.30pm...they are setting up the games station...all the guides suppose ta reach at 3pm..but then they somehow reach at 4pm..?the whole thing delay till like siao lor...then we started our game onli at 5.30pm...they went ta stations,collecting materials,and building their boats!!!then they had a funni race...hahax...after their race...we plae wif water and stuff...followed by some clean up...and they went ta wash up!All cuming out in their fancy dress...haha...they looks cool!!Time fer dinner!!!The table all look veri cool lor...like veri romantic like tat leh...all the guides cuming in by pairs...they seated then we have the sec 4s cuming in wif the scouts...haha...then tat derrick went out again and again lor...siao de...like he sho handsome like tat...=X...Dinner starts!!!Not long after eating...We open the sparkling juice...then tat tay ngee ngee anyhow spray...till the hall floor sho wet and sticky lor...then a while lata they plae veri hip hop songs lor...then evryone was dancing and jumping about!!!HAHA!!!We play human train!!!FUN SIA!!!after tis..we are having our fashion parade!!!While they touch up on their costumes and stuff....COMES THE HS RANGERS BREAK DANCE TEAM!!!THEY ARE SHO COOL LOR!!!FASHION PARADE STARTS!!!Everyone walking about playing...cool man...we took a group pic...then follow by cake cutting...then we sang songs...then we recieve our awards...then eat cake...then i kanna drawn on mah face using cream by tat 2 ventures...lolx...We company dismiss le then all those whom need ta go home de went off le...then i sho she bu de those sec 4s lor...='(...they rocks man!!!We clean up a little le then veri late le lor...sho we close up and tml go back and clean up lor...we clear all the 1st level de stuff...if not will kanna scolding...then we walk home...while we are walking...was already 12 plus le...then got 3 guy sent mie home...hahax...
*Glad tat u are there...hope tat u enjoy the party too!!!(^-^)


LoUviN U__]]* 1:48 AM

Sunday, December 19, 2004



ytd came back from scouts camp...sho tiring...but it was FUN!!!

1st dae of camp...
We reach skool at 7am le...fall in liao went ta have flag break wif the scouts...then nxt up the scouts goin ta have their inspection...sho we went ta the classroom which we are goin ta stay in tat nite ad clear the class...next we change into our pe attire and discuss our talentime and campfire stuff lor...cuz scouts de inspection not done mahx...we didn't take breakfast lor...then derrick see us like tat then he hao xing give us 10 mins break ta eat lor...then tat stupid hk scold him saying tat we not suppose ta buy food from the canteen lor...HOW THE HELL WE NOE?!?Sho guo fen lor...still go scold our cls...after tat he ask us ta go into 1e4 classroom then he tell us we not suppose ta buy food and stuff lor..and we have ta address him as the camp chief lor...from morning tat time till 10.30am we got free time lor...then derrick need ppl help him tie water bombs fer the hougang gladiator lata...sho wan lin,sheena and i went lor...did have some fun playing while tieing the water bombs...hahax...but then i tie till fingers alot skin tear lor...Pain sia...Sho at 10.30am...we play tat hougang gladiator game...quite fun lar...the boy have ta protect the girl from getting wet and stuff lor...haha...NICE GAME!!!after all tat we went back ta campsite lor...doin nt there...feeling sho sian..was like...we dunno anything then can't help much also...We started cooking our own lunch...HK came over ta help cook the chichen...followed by qi hao cooking the mee...then veri disgusting lor...imagine while hk fry the meet...the cloth touch the meet lor...then the mee was veri hard then qi hao add alot of water and stuff lor...everything look gross!!!Then the last dish ish hotdog...by looking at all the disgusting stuff..i cannot stand it lor..sho i fry the hotdogs!!!End up we got no choice but ta end everything lor...cuz too hungry liao...and surprisingly...the food taste nice!!!lolx...after lunch we plae a game in the field...all the guides kick the soccer ball then the guys dig tat polo sweet out from flour...after tat wash up le got free time fer prasticing fer talentime in the nite...sho we pratise le..then bout 4pm bahx...fall in...we play savenger hunt!!!We borrowed alot of stuff from the NP...heex...then we go ta the nxt game..tat passing of ballons game...we won!=)...nxt...we got our scarf and plae tat blindfold gamme...the PL suppose ta get every patrol member ta him lor...sho...all games ended le...nxt up...cooking fer dinner!!!Our big chef cooking fried dory...like tat happy fish...haha...nice leh...makan le...we change then got talentime le...hahaz...WJ wear till veri shuai lor...!!!MAH HANDSOME DAD!!!We went ta classroom ta have our talentime...Lion start 1st...their dance was nice...WJ singed well...nxt Tiger patrol...ngee dong played the guitar well...then the comedy was damn funni lor!!!AHMAD!!U RAWKS MAN!!!ALL THANKS TO U THE COMEDY WAS FARNI!!!Then nxt ish our patrol le...Panther patrol!Our dance rawks!!the song became a comedy all thenks ta tat ayubb...and the comedy was real LAME!!!after all those...we went ta change into our pe attire...and...time fer our mini fun fair!!!Wa...it juz rocks lor...all the fun things...then next...time fer bidding...fer all the food and stuff!!!after tis...went back campsite ta enjoy the food...then we go back ta classroom and go bathe le!!!Was sho shiok lor...then we went back ta the classroom...while walking back...we heard ath...wan lin hear it first...then she ran...then i heard it too...then i ran lor...sho scary leh...the 1st time i hear tis kind of things lor..then mah heart beat veri fast...then wan lin and i dun dare ta walk there anymore...we suppose ta go back ta the carpark and fall in lor...then wa lin and i veri scared lor...we sit on the floor while waiting fer everyone ta reach..then hk cum out and sae boo...then he scared wan lin..then she cried...after tat...no matter where we walk to...always find someone ta acc lor...mostly find guy..those ventures...hahax...


2nd dae of camp
Woke up earli in the morning...suppose ta fall in at 6.30am ta do pt...then woke up le...wash up...then we plae the talkie walkie...then while everyone was waiting fer pt ta start...qh sing through the walkie talkie lor...after pt...we go flag break..then they get ready fer their inspection...we change into our half u...then sometime after tat...somehow quarrelled wif the CLs...then not happy lor...they not totally rite lor..then like use their rank ta do wat ever things...I HATE TAT!!!then no mood ta eat breakfast lor...drink water also full le...then they wan us ta eat lor...was more muz fall in le...then i squeeze the whole bread into mah mouth!*hmpt*...after tis...we clean the toilet andal the place around the skool...cuz got cf in the nite...then got guest...aftr tis...we started cooking fer our grand cooking competition...haha...then we go around eating ppls food after the judging lor..then papa's prawn hot leh...hot till i cry lor...after tat...dunno wat lar...during preparation time 3 of us learn from the scouts how ta make the cf pit...hahaz...had dinner le...then cf starting le...we had lots lots of fun!!!after cf...we went down ta have some food...then we did "bliban jia"...after tat..we took our stuff...had some briefing...then time ta go home...b4 goin home...we went back ta the campsite...i sooked hands wif most of the scouts who are at the campsite...yeapmin and melissa cried!....tats all fer the camp!!!IT SIMPLY ROCKS!!!I MISS ALL OF THEM!!!


LoUviN U__]]* 8:32 PM

Thursday, December 16, 2004



Wah...todae earli in the morning kanan woken up bye tat pig...he call and call and call lor...make mie sho tired...went ta skool fer guitar...after guitar tat guides de cookie man came...haha..then sze yun & i help ta carry up ta guides room together wif some of the boys from guitar...then mdm treat us eat the cookie and our lunch!!!Heex...after lunch we went up ta stuff room and do the farewell party stuff...left a little nia...=)...hope tat it would go on well...while doin i was msging tat pig lor...then reach home le call him and tok ta him..hahax...dun wanna hang..cuz he goin overseas le!!haha...he wanted ta call m!e and wake mi up on the dae he ish back...and ish in the morning lor...!NO WAY!!!ARGH!!!lolx...hopes he remember mah present...hahax...tml goin ta camp le...cannot bring fone leh...haiz...hopefully everything goes on well!!!
*I will be able ta see u tml!!!;)


LoUviN U__]]* 9:39 PM

Wednesday, December 15, 2004



todae full of happy and sad moments...haiz...went ta skool earli in the morning...we went ta practise and teach the rest the dance steps lor...they like not happy like tat lor...then we tok to them le..they did better...then sze yun told them tat we got tat part tat we haven think of lor..then the 4 sec ones we ta think of some weird weird steps lor..but yeap min can't do lor..she hurt her back...but then they like dun care lor...we dun accept ta step then they kept thinking and thinking lor...they dun even think of yeap min lor...did try ta tok ta them..but they realli show tat not happy face then yeap min,sze yun and i realli didn't noe wat ta do lor..i realli cannot ta han le lor..i did try ta find someone ta help mi or somehow advice mi on wat i should do...but SOMEONE dun even care lor...i cried lor...but they didn't see lar...the 4 of them went ta break..then i turn away from sze yun and yeap min lor...after hearing some advices from mdm tan..cheryl came lor...cuz i told her bout it le...she tok ta them fer some time lor..and did try ta figure out wat ta do lor...then in the end settle le lor!!!the everyone was sho happy..cuz we finished everything le!!!then we sing out loud...haha...THANKS CHERYL DARLING...!!!THANKS FER ALL THE HELP TAT U HAVE GIVEN!!!ILU!!!

*I saw u todae!!!Sho happy ta see u...although we may not be as close as how we are in the past...but i am glad tat i can at least see u in skool...=)


LoUviN U__]]* 8:59 PM

Monday, December 13, 2004



haiz...todae's mood....sad...earli in the morning...when ta skool...they sae they wanted ta change he grouping...then was like...all of us are separated!!!and they claim tat it ish fair cuz we draw tat lot ourselves!!!RUBBISH!!!Now...we are all separated into different groups lor...mi in grp 1...wan lin & eileen in grp 2...sheena & xuan in grp 3...wat ish tis...?!?After all tis drawing of lots...mi already not in veri gd mood le lor...juz hoping mayb we could at least get a better PL...in the starting part of guitar..i was realli totally no mood lor...then mr albert came over and ask mi try tat 12 string guitar...then i dun wan..then he insisted tat i try lor..then i tell him i got no mood...then sze yun somehow tell him wat happen lor...he said...y look sho sad..?then in the whole lesson..i will have a long face like the bulldog lor...not like tat happy bear tat i have on mah baggie...then he went off...somehow he was rite...i tried ta be happy lor...but i find tat i can't...sho i try ta act happie lor...we got break le sze yun and i went up ta join them fer the dance...did have a little fun lor...after guitar..we went ta join them...they voted er the new CL and all tat stuff lar..then they brought us ta our PL...then i somehow real suay...i got into his grp AGAIN!!!I feel tat there ish no hope lor...i dunno lor...then we went ta discuss tat talent time and campfire item which we suppose ta perform during the camp lor....then they like blur blur..then bo chap like tat..somehow like other PLs tell their members more then wat he did...he like didn't explain everything clearly lor...then we plan ta meet up tml ta do those stuff...after all the meeting...the CLs annouced our new CLs and stuff lar...then she call fer a meeting ta all the PS...somehow toking ta us and ask those kanna nominated but didn't get tat post de not ta be dishearted and stuff lar...then yt also ask sze yun and i ta motivate our grp mebers if they are not happy wif the PL lor...was like...mi myself already not happy then how to motivate them...they did motivate mi instead of mi motivating them lor...haiz...then after all those meetings...i went to eileen's hse wif them...then i somehow...dunno wat i doin there...they are not from mah grp and they are doin their things...i realli wonder...y am i there???from 4 plus stayed there till 6 plus lor..and i am doin nth there...and then now..they sae tat the meeting wif the scouts ish cancelled dunno due ta wat reason...there ish not much time left..and i also dunno wat they doin...after all he ish still our PL..still have ta respect him..i can't do anything lor...fer guides...we still meeting tml lor..hopefully we can get the dance done tml lor...and i onli koe tat i am wearing a mask all the time..fer the whole dae todae lor...haiz...one more thing...from sat till now...i dunno y lor...once i am not doin sth or i somehow stare into space..i will think of him...haix...and i didn't see him fer days...or even weeks!!!I MISS U!!!watever lar...i also dunno wat i doin lor..sometimes think too much le...feel like crying...haiz...hopefully tat everything goes well in the patrol fer the combine camp and all the members inside lor...I WILL TRY MY BEST TA BE HAPPY!!!& WORK WIF THOSE GUYS IN MAH PATROL!!!


LoUviN U__]]* 9:42 PM

Saturday, December 11, 2004



todae...sian...go skool fer guides and guitar...then earli in the morning...yt failed mah proposal le..haiz...had ta redo everything leh...then went fer guitar...break le..went up and find them dance...then yt tell them ta sabo us leh...asking sze yun and i ta dance solo leh...then she dance till sho funny...everyone there laughing...then i also cannot ta han...then yi bian dance yi bian laugh...laugh till i cough...and no breath also...lolx...but she realli dance veri well...break over le..went back ta guitar...a while dismiss le..then went ta guides...noe our grouping fer camp le!!!muahaha...our group will be fun!!But..i am afraid of tat din...my pl fer he camp...mi muz makan wat he cook during the camp leh...die liao...lolx...hopefully tat he can cook well...dunch care bout the food lah...mah grp will be fun!Still got shawn & jia xue...WAH!!!we whole bunch of sec 2s gathering like tat...hahax...reach home le..doin the proposal thingy...tat invitation card...haiz...hey dude!i am still waiting fer u ta cum online ta help mi!!!where are u?!?


LoUviN U__]]* 9:43 PM

Friday, December 10, 2004



todae went ta skool fer scouts camp de briefing...then after tat went out wif yan ting,kai ling and their camp de frens...then i make new frens..hahax...we went ta plae bowling..then take neos...and shop!Tat hou sheng even started all his story and crap ta make freedy and the unit...hahax...quite fun...nth much le...reach home...then use com...tok tok lorx...


LoUviN U__]]* 10:27 PM

Thursday, December 09, 2004



todae went out wif two shuai-ge leh...not realli tat shuai lah...but they quite charming lorz...heex...and the two guy are.................none other then..................ben foo & jeremy!Hahaz...got shocked...?but i didn't go alone lar...got mah darling eileen wif mie...=D..we 4 meet at hougang mall then we set off ta tampines!We suppose ta meet at 1.30pm in order ta catch the movie..but then we are all late...then duch care lor..we think reach le then decide how lorx...sho we boarded the bus...then we kept toking...sth veri funni was tat eileen tell mie tat jeremy's leggs always open veri wide when he sit...=X...muahaha...and he also always kanna suan by us lorx...esp by ah mah's msg...lolx...veri fast then we reach le lor...we went ta check the time then was late fer the movie fer a few mins nia...sho bought the tickets and went in lor...ben and jere like hungry ghosts like tat...or make it onli jere...hahax...they finished their popcorns when it ish not even half of the movie..?lolx...then i take popcorn and throw them..hahaz...FUN!!!but i end up kanna thrash by ice...thrown by tat jeremy...then after we give him some popcorns then he always ask fer more...realli like veri hungry like tat...hahaz...after the movie..we went ta walk walk..wanna take neos de...then tat 2 guys dun wan...*humpt*...bo pian also..we find presents fer some time then wanna go home le...cuz eileen tml goin overseas...sho she has ta go home ta pack..then ben treat mie jolly shandy!Cuz he owe me de...hahax...then we take bus and tok tok tok againn lor...all the crap...quite a fun dae spent outside lorx...=)


LoUviN U__]]* 10:45 PM