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Wednesday, November 28, 2007



Hmm ..
feeling a lil empty again ..
trying to study for my biz sats test thats later or tml ..
term test is coming in 2 weeks time ..
i've not been studying since the start of sem ..
been staying in sch till late doing nth ..
sometimes i dunno what i'm doin either ..
next week i said to myself ..
no more staying in sch late ..
mugging has to come ..
i mux start from scratch ..
i know nth ..
its very bad i can tell ..

i know i'm not suppose to do this ..
i know its not right ..
but i still can't stop myself from doing it ..
=(


LoUviN U__]]* 1:08 AM

Monday, November 26, 2007



Hey there ..
hmm ..
been busy busy busy ..
went blood donation,celebrated bday ..
1st time in sch for my bday like 16 years of my life ..
had pressie ..
handshakes ..
SO NICE !!
thanks for everyone for pressie and celebration ..
still got 2 more darlings booking mie out to dinner in replacement of my pressie ..
LOL ..
aren't they good ??

got into GL for OTC ..
will be even more busy during the holis ..
got night cycling,OTC and upcoming laser challenge ..
WHEE ~~

AC been giving mie alot of fun and laughter that i love ...
dinner sessions where we used to gossips and make new friends like "sarah", "andrew" ..
learn to LAUGH OUT LOUD when you feel pissed (taught by hui san) ..
but been really involved in AC and not really coping my studies well ..
i told myself i will study as mid sem is coming ..
=)

sun,jux now,
morning went ubin for 1st time for rekee ..
well ..
i was a bit sua ku cux i nv go before ..
cycled muddy trails, steep slopes, went to the highest point and all ..
its in the morning cum afternoon ..
been really tired after that ..
and think 2 weeks later ..
a real rekee at night ..
=/
LOL ..
think i'll die for that ..
really die ..
den came home bathe den went movie with them ..
well ..
not all ..
bout 10 ppl ..
watched the kingdom ..
its like a terrorist show bahx ..
and know what ??
boon yee drive eh ..
so fun !!
drive us to and fro PS ..
had fun in the car ..
1st time sit friends car with so many friends taking tgt !!
LOL ..
i'm so excited ..
haha ..

its gonna be monday again ..
another busy week bahx ..
starting to work on projects and stuff ..
and all the AC stuff ...

well ..
been quite happy ..
BUT ...
missed "someone" for 3 days ..
sch early later ..
class test,quizes ..
neh sick ..
many many ..
oh !!
and i found out that STARBUCKS OREO CHEESECAKE is DAMN nice ..
cux AC got that for mie on my bday as my cake !!
=D

thats for now ..
i'm living life happily ..
as for now,
i love the freedom that i have ..
i love everyone around mie .. (except for some)
jux that sometimes feel a lil empty in my ❤ ..
=)


LoUviN U__]]* 1:14 AM

Saturday, November 24, 2007



SCORPIO WOMAN

A simple woman who always show what kind of a moods she is in. You can tell right way if she up set, or if she is flirting with you. She displays herself with her act much more than trying to say it for it's in her character.

A Scorpio woman has her own mysterious personality. She is confident and deep down inside she is quite proud of herself. She hates to think she is borne a woman and so limiting her with a certain social acceptable rules. She is a real woman and despite her innocent and childish looks, she has a spirit of free soul. Many men will make mistake if they think she is a good follower, they are wrong.

She thinks being a plain simple housewife is boring. She likes to have power and control over other people, but this will be only her secret, so you will only see a cute woman. Every things she does will look good, and she has all the woman's trick you can think of. She can manipulate men without they knowing it.

If you think she’s going to do everything you say because she loves you, then you will be disappointed. She could be a little tomboyish and she can understand you by just looking in your eyes. You may say sweet words which could sweep any woman, but not with the Scorpio woman. She will use her X-ray eyes reading your thought of what you just said or what you are going to say. She always smile and she can really hide her feeling.

She will constantly show you that she loves freedom. If she has freedom, she will not leave you, but will even love you more. If she wants something, she will do everything to get it. She has her own sixth sense of people and you can feel that energy feed back when you around her. She likes a man who can earn her respect, and she will also respect and feel proud of that man. A man with power over her should not threat or challenge her confident. She likes to have a good looking , strong and healthy man especially if she start to compare with her friends' boyfriends. It is a plus if he hold a degree or a good career.

She is a hot lady. She likes heavy music. She either loves or hates, there are no "fond of", or "like" for her. Love has no "may be", or "perhaps". If she is real mad, she will trash and throw things. Her wind storm can sweep all her dishes and you could get accidentally hit on your head for this matter. Be calm, it is just your grand mother favorite china for she has good quality as much as her bad tempered.

Sometimes she shows her weakness, but it won't be long. She will put herself together and back to be that hot chili again. If she loves you, it will be no matter what other people may say. Her relationship will be more important than what is right or wrong. Because of this reason, you may know some Scorpio woman become a second wife, a mistress.

She is spoil, but she allows her love one to over power her. Dating this woman, you should not keep old love letters in your pocket or in your house. It could be a love letter 2 years ago, but never mind she will argue about this since this is a big deal for a suspicious woman. Remember she has a temper of the shrew.

If you play a cold war with her, she will treat you likewise and double it. If you stood her up once, she will stood you up 2-3 times. She is quite fair in justice, so she can accept your apologies as much as she can pretend to accept things for now and wait for a pay back revenge in the future. If you are nice to her, she will double that to you as well. A real fair woman.

She likes to make and spend money. She likes to have fame and reputations, and never let herself broke and have no name at the same time. She is too proud and will not accept status of being "Poor". She loves to have face, so if you are a manager with small salary, she will be proud more than more money being a truck driver. She hates to think and she can not stand a feeling of being a "Nobody".

If you like her, play a little hard to get. This will excite her a bit. When you go out on a date, set your schedule, but do not let she knows that you have planned this for weeks. Always go to pick her up on time or better to go 5-10 minutes early.


LoUviN U__]]* 5:08 PM

Monday, November 19, 2007



Hmm ..
in mac now ..
somehow in someway i feel like crying ..
its some things i saw bahx ..
cux i was already a lil sian ..
den i saw some things ..
was jux speechless ..
mayb i should have jux gone home from bugis ..
den mayb my mood would still be good ..
=/
like i've said ..
i can smile as if nth happened but no one knows how i'm feeling inside ..

i'm strong ..
i wanna be strong and i once said i dun wan and wun cry infront of my friends ..
my bday is coming ..
i should be and should stay happy !!
and i'll try my best to ..
=)


LoUviN U__]]* 10:40 PM

Sunday, November 18, 2007



WAHH !!!!
busy busy busy ..

sy for not blogging ..

well ..
mon had a weird tummy and wasn't really in e right mood ..
i overslept and i skipped class for e whole day..
was kinda fine after that ..
had iguides meeting with my members and and dinner with AC ppl at bedok..
we ordered some zhi char food and share ..
oh ya !!
had munchy dounut before dinner too ..

was damn full ..
joked and all den home !!
=)

tues ..
had sch till 6pm ..
was quite sian and boring ..
had iguides meeting ..
den meet ac ppl at cartel aft meeting and went home tgt !!

Wed, START of TPRAWKS
met in tcc,knew my fellow blue PLs ..
met my fellow rockers ..
atmosphere and all was quite dead and sian till a grp of malays came ..
its 1st day so can't blame but they really did changed my feeling ..
1st day prog was quite boring cux we visit schools ..
i went to class for biz stats test and it was scandal;charm's bday !!
too bad i can't be there to celebrate with her ..
but did take a pic ..
aft tp rawks went for iguides meeting ..
den dinner with them cux ac ppl at bugis ..
haha ..

thurs ..
tprawk was more interesting ..
had activities like learning dance,dragonboat,captains ball and ALP site de ..
these activities alone took e whole of day 2 ..
but day 2 we came out with cheers and all ..
so we were super hyper !!
=)
had more more fun and more more tiring ..
had a rocker injured ..
did really learned even more things through this incident ..

fri ..
last day ..
the main comm CLs came out with a tp rawk song ..
haha ..
its so nice and fun ..
we had our last sch visiting and CCN day ..
den it was dinner and jam and hop ..
things were kinda disastrous ..
but still manage to handle thought i was a like fed up ..
learned to handle things even more and felt how it is to be a PL to lead and know my men ..
didn't go CPF aft debrief cux went home with wc and neh ..

Sat ..
bro's 21st bday ..
helped my mum perpare food ..
fry and cook ..
brought to e chalet but his friends didn't eat much ..
so had quite alot left ..
well ..
they played alot and big ..
from drawing on my bro till shaving pattern at his side bern and leg hair ..
like OH MY GOODNESS !!??
ya ..
den my bro had to shave his side bern cux he's an army officer ..
but think he had alot fun bahx ..
i'm so waiting for my 21st to come too ..
but my 17th is coming !!!!!!!!
=D

today ..
went neh's hse ..
brought food from my hse too ..
cux really alot food at home ..
den we played mahjiong ..
for super long ..
haha ..
won money ..
we joked,played and cam whored ..
fun indeed !!

tml that uncle aka wc gonna take his driving test ..
mie,neh,jenna all hoping that he would pass ..
cux that means free rides for us to and fro sch !!
=D
and if he did pass ..
thurs we can go on a celebration !!
WHEE~~

for ppl who read this post ..
4 more days !!!
and i'll say BYE BYE TO 16 !!!
=D
rmb my pressie !!!!
`TATA


LoUviN U__]]* 11:42 PM

Monday, November 12, 2007



WA LAO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
1st they start a rumour ..
Den the dance den the pic ..
i'm fine till there ..
den now they circulating e picture around ??!!!!
WTF ??!!!

i'm very very disappointed in you ..

i can smile as if nth happened but i'm deeply hurt inside ..


LoUviN U__]]* 12:32 AM

Sunday, November 11, 2007



There there ..
i shall start blogging ..
this week,
mon ended sch slack in ac room den had tp rawks briefing ..
help neh in e lab for his pubilicity things and home sweet home ..

tues
sch till 6
went ac room, den to concert at lascell at bugis
had dessert den went home ..

wed
sch till 5,
interview for laser challenge at 7
den night cycling
=)
had alot of fun..
joking and playing ..
we cycled from east coast to paya lebar to upper thomson for prata..
den the same route back to east coast ..
LOL ..
wanted to return e bike but they said wanna go e dunno what place ..
so we went,blow wind, see scenery den it started to rain ..
went to shelter ..
waited for an hour plus and its still pouring quite heavily..
they thought of leaving e place so we cycled in e rain ..
den zelda slipped,fell and cut her head ..
everyone was worried, they send her to clinic den to hospital
she had a few stiches but fine after that bahx..
she was strong ..
very strong ..
and had "someone" there for her
though she did injured herself, we saw a touching scene..
she had "someone" there corcening and caring for her..
=)
we returned e bikes after that, they had mac breakfast den home ..

slept for a while den went JB with my family ..
had bak kut teh den shop around ..
shop till my eyes wanna close ..
LOL ..
back to sing and slept ..

fri ..
sch den slack den went cheesecake cafe at night ..

sat had iguides training den went to bugis to meet them ..
they had their dinner while i went to get e pressie ..
walk around ..
had tian ping den home !!

now i'm suppose to go to neh's hse le ..
=)
TAT !!


LoUviN U__]]* 1:43 PM

Saturday, November 10, 2007



WooHoO ~~~
damn long nv blog le ..
net had some prob and i was kinda busy recently ..
more busy days are coming i can tell ..
hmm ..
alot alot alot of things happened during this short short period of time ..
dun really know how to say it too ..
but there's both sad and happy ..
more to e sad on thurs ..
mux slowly recall and blog bahx ..
now no time no time ..
gotta so to bed soon cux i got iguides training later ..
=)
update soon !!


LoUviN U__]]* 3:13 AM

Thursday, November 08, 2007



I'm standing aside helplessly,
watching you fighting your war on your own.
We said to share things when we are not "right" and i did lent a helping hand to help you share your burdens and fight your war tgt with you.
But you said no and kept mie away from your war.
So i'm standing aside helplessly,
watching you fighting your war.
Its so difficult not to offer help to you.
I tried again and again but i got back the same ans.
I tried standing away from your war knowing that you want to face it all by yourself.
But i still couldn't help myself to look at you fighting your war.
and by standing aside made me feel uselesss.
being not able to share your burdens,
not able to fight your war with you.
I know its hard for you,
thats why i chose to keep quiet at the side,
not letting you know how i'm feeling.
Its really hard to see you torture yourself and go out there alone.
This also shows that i actually failed on not being able to help and share.
Mayb you would find a better person whom you could say the same things to or even let him or her fight with you in your war.
and if u really do,
i hoped that you could drop me a hint.
so that i could stop offering to help fight your war with you.
and as for now,
i'll still be there when you need me,
to offer you a helping hand from time to time.


LoUviN U__]]* 10:47 PM

Thursday, November 01, 2007



Hmm ..
these few days kiinda busy so nv blog
in ac room now ..
later got training ..
=)
wan and sheena came to my sch !!
i brought them around and see see and have fun ..

ytd ended class at 5 den had lounge duty till 6
den met up with ac ppl to watch becoming royston by alvin neo ..
the show was OMG de "NICE" llor ..
haha
a bit no meaning lla ..
the nicest part of e movie is e ending bahx ..
very sweet ..
thats all ..
HAHA ..
den went dinner with ac ppl ..
had quite alot of fun during dinner ..
the jokes, gossipiing and all ..
LOVE IT !!
didn't had such a good laugh for very long le ..

tues had lessooon till 6 plus, help neh do e board till 7 plus den go home le
mon went running in e noon ..
slacked in AC room till quite late den crash ish's lec
after that iguides interview den long long talking session with ish ..
thats all ..

was quite busy recently ..
got into tp rawks and iguides ..
otc's list is still not out yet ..
open house soon ..
many many things ..
but i'm quite happy with my busy life now ..
though i'm quite busy but at least i'm truly happy ..
=)
thats all for now !!
LOVE ALL !!


LoUviN U__]]* 5:45 PM