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Saturday, October 28, 2006



here i am again ..
i'm MENTALLY UNSTABLE now ..
couldn't even get into slp ..
like i've said ..
i cried jux like that ..
mayb i should juc continue doin phy ...
thats all ...


LoUviN U__]]* 7:05 AM




wanna know how lonely i am ??
now you can tell ..
i'm here alone at home ..
sis is sleeping ..
thats for sure ..
and parents are already out for work ...
here i am alone ..
i actually stay up to do phy ...
but ppl will get bored right ??
i tried msging some ppl who are currently taunting ..
they send mie one or two replies ..
and no more ..
once again ..
alone ..
i had that kind of scared feeling ..
thats why i don't like being alone ..
whats more ..
Os is coming in like ..
a week's time ??
i haven even finish studying a single sub ..
all bits and pieces ...
i couldn't help myself ..
tears jux roll down my eyes ..
thats all i could say bahx ..
mayb i'll jux have to work harder i suppose ..


LoUviN U__]]* 5:48 AM

Wednesday, October 18, 2006



YOU !!!
YES YOU !!!!
YOUDUMB IDIOT !!!!!
YOU MADE MIE CRY !!!!!
my tears flows and it couldn't be stopped ...
i could HARDLY BREATHE now ...
how can u leave jux like tat ??
how can u do this ??
how am i suppose to go ****** when u are not there ??
how u know we would still see each other ???
how u know we wouldn't drift apart ??
who am i goin to argue with when i go ****** ??
why u could look at the bright side when i see no bright side ??
that means no more neos in ****** shirt ???
what if we really did DRIFT apart ??
will we even have some time for each other ??
will we really be in the care free mood ??
will we still have so much fun when we go out ??
will they be jux boring ones instead ??

many many questions ...
i dunno if there would be ans to these qns ..
i may DIE ...
life may be so BORING without u ...
HAIX ...
='(((((
my eyes are red ..
my tears are flowing ..
my nose is red & blocked ..
my mucus are dripping ..
my mouth is breathing ..

it can't stop ...
=((


LoUviN U__]]* 1:29 AM

Monday, October 16, 2006



did had some fun last week ..
nth much during studies ..
mr SUPER is sick ..
but not so bad ..
many ppl didn't come to school ..
but everyone came for graduation day i suppose ..
took many photos of cux ..
like derr..
i'm so zi lian de llla ..

went to pierce my ear after all the photo taking and writing ...
and of cux..
its pain ..
and my ear turn red ..

went home and went out for movie ...
the day nth much though ..
onli movie PLUS pool ..
but did have a lil fun in the toilet ..
with the cameras ,..
taking those photos ..
FABULOUS !!!!!!

i'm thinking ..
mayb i shouldn't take Os this year ??
its ridiculous ..
i had notbeen doin anything ..
not studying at all ..
dunno what happened to mie ..
less than a month and i don't have that nervous or even stress feeling ..
sth muxt be wrong with mie ..
I'M DYIING ..
I'M GOIN CRAZY...
how i wish someone would save mie out of this MISERY ...
=(


LoUviN U__]]* 2:48 AM

Monday, October 09, 2006



Oh yes !!
this blogg is gonna be out for public soon ..
cux i kind of created another blog ..
wun tell ppl tat add ..
den i will vent al my anger and unhappiness there ..
of course i will still blogg here ..
and i promised ..
more entries here ..
cux i would onli post the things tat are not supposed to let others know at the other one ..
and this same pw will be shifted over too .. =))
SEE THE PUBLIC SOON !!!!!


LoUviN U__]]* 3:57 PM




came back from skool today ..
saw some yellow cloth thingy downstairs ..
dunno what happened ..
my lift has some red paper at the 1st level ..
came up ..
saw my mum ..
saw a red paper at my lift there too ..
i thought the person stick it at every level ..
so i asked my mum ..
wat happened downstairs ..
she replied ..
"ah emm passed away this morning" ..
*SHOCKED*
its my neighbour ..
i know that she sick and lose a lot of weight ..
but i didn't expect this coming ..
it jux struck my memories of all the happie times i had when i'm younger ..
every year i would go to their house during NEW YEAR ..
she would ask bout us ..
the are onli 3 flats each story ...
so we are all quite close ..
this news is jux super shocking ..
i don't know what realli happened ..
haiis ...
the chronicle of life ..
its now past ..
she is no longer around ...
=((((
=''(


LoUviN U__]]* 3:16 PM




Last week ...
had LOTS of FUN..
my LIFE is always filled with FUN .. =)
but too ..
there are sad moments ..
i scored SUPER bad for prelims..
most are realli disappointing ..

English C5
this one i'm ok .. but my compre .. i scored less than 10 !!
can you believe it ??!! =(

Chinese B3
didn't do well .. got a C5 i think ..
but cux its prelims .. so took my Os marks ..
haiis ...

Math A2
i'm acyually quite happy ..
out of all .. this is the onli one that is near to my targets ..
but i'm onli ON THE DOT 70 ..
or be it 69.6...... den round UP..

A Math C6
this .. i'm sad too ...
my math .. always have a lot of careless mistakes ..
i do expect myself to get at least a B cux i realli realli did A LOT of papers for tuition ..
but still .. at least i passed .. ON THE DOT too ..

C.Sci E8
i scored 56 for phy .. which isn't my standard ???
my phy should be at B or even A ..
and chem as usual .. F9 ..
therefore .. phy was pull down by chem and
FAILED SCI !!! 1st ever time !!

Geo D7
OK .. i did study .. but on tat day .. sth bad happened .. my notebook smudge... my notes kind of gone ?? I'LL WORK HARDER !!!!

C.Humans F9
hahaha ... i did study .. i studied cold war for history ..
but it didn't come out OK !!! BLAME THE TEACHER !!
i'm actually thinking if i should drop it so i wouldn't have a F9 on my cert ... HOW ???

L1R5 : 31
L1R2B2 : 23 or 25

aren't my results TERRIBLE ??
i even doubt tat i should take Os this year ...
CONCLUSION : study harder !!


BACK TO FUN !!!!

Thurs ..
a gambling day ...
actually ..
not realli gamble ..
jux played mahjong cards during recess ..
played again after skool ..
den played tai ti to wait for THAT WOMAN to come out ..
while my stomach grumble like hell ..
after eating ..
JF's hse ..
MAJHONG TILES !!!
play again !!
LOL..
but i did some phy when its not my turn !!
=D

Fri ..
as we all know ..
its MID-AUTUMN festival ..
mux go out have fun lla ..
but had APC meeting with AHMAD after skool ..
den went MAKAN with HAM & TEE .. =))
LONG JOHN !!
went home bathe,slack ..
met EIL,ST,CY,YS ..
HOUGANG MALL NTUC !!!
took 3 breezer ..
1 sparkling ..
YS too 1 carlsbeg ..
PAY $$ ..
the person didn't check IC llor ..
WAHAHA ...
went punggol park ..
got a spot by the pond ..
started lighting up candles for LANTERN !!
=D
not long ..
GJ,JF,NERD came ..
GJ ask us to go inner part of the park ..
cux he brought ROCKETS !! =DD
changed venue ..
started playing AGAIN !!!
rockets,candles,sparklers,food,wine,voka...
LOL..
WS,ED joined us at bout 9 ..
ED so CUTE llor ..
he wore a cap ..
den look SUPER lla..
WS sian sian de ..
cux he a lil sick ..
the playing goes on ..
the burning goes on ...
took photo with ED ..=))
eil copied mie !!
HAHA ..
den WS & ED started makin boats
PUT IT OUT TO SEA !!!
er .. or say its pond ?
LOL..
the one men boat sunk not long after ..
but the 8 men boat SURVIVED !!!!
and guess what ...
there are 8 of us there !! =DD
er ..
think calculation prob ..
counted 8 tat night ..
but should be 9 ..
JF left wid his classmates ..
so dunno who is the missing one ..
LOL..
after that quite a few went off ..
den ST,CY,YS,ED,NERD & i went to makan ..
but i didn't eat lla ..
if not grow fat ar !!
LOL..
went to nearby to sit and talk after tat ..
cux coffeeshop stuffy lla ..
den JF came ..
cux was planning to TAUNT ..
not long .. ED went off ..
cux his last bus ..
sad to say ..
i couldn't taunt ..
my mum called ..
so we talked till 12 and they walk mie HOME !!
=))
and they went off to WOODSBALL for POOL ..
i wan play lla .. =/
after pool at bout 4 they went ST's hse for poker ..
lol..
tats ALL ...

HAD LOTS OF FUN !!!! =)


LoUviN U__]]* 2:03 PM