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Saturday, February 26, 2005



Haiz...tis week...alot of sadd things happened...i dunno wat ta sae...i cried almost everydae...even once in skool during recess...sho malu...i'm sho sorri fer mah frens...SORRI fer mie causing sho much trouble...but sometimes i realli can't control anymore..i can't take it anymore sho i cried out...i should have hide...i promise i will do tat the next time...to prevent sho many of u worrying...i will hide mahself when i wanna cry..dun worry bout mie...i'm okie..or mayb juz being too emotional...i dunno...sometimes...some ppl do make mie happie...thanks!As fer those whom wanna noe bout mi and tat guy...let mie tell u all...we are juz FRENS!...nth else...sho dun get he wrong idea...THANKS!

To peeps out there!Thanks fer the concern...mi nth le... ;)...as u can read if u wanna noe wat happen...but tis ish juz the brief one larr...detailed de onli a few noe...pai seh fer not letting u all noe..juz dun wanna u all ta worry...THANKS!!!=)Luv u ppl...

Papa Shee Shee A...LOLX!thanks fer the rubbish and polluting 'lesson' worx...hahax...u and mama shee shee a de anniversary muz celebrate worx...25/2/2005...dun divorce worx...

*i tell u wat...if u dun wanna go anywhere...juz sae sho...dun tell mie a last minute NO...it juz simply spoil mah mood...mayb u dunno...but i hate it!Mayb u care bout mie alot...or sae take care of mie...but i hate tis kae...dun wann care bout u ar...SAI!A PIECE OF SHIT!


LoUviN U__]]* 3:39 PM

Saturday, February 19, 2005



3 days of tests...finally over...all ended todae...after skool got guides...but i ain't happy...not at all...juz cuz of some probs...no one will noe and understand...

i felt tat i am in a boat...
a boat tat is driftin...
drifting in the big sea...
drifting far away...
away from tat small island...
tat island where all mah frens are...
the island where i used ta spend mah happie and sad times...
but i am drifting away...
and i can't control the boat...
all i can do ish juz ta wave gd bye..

wave gd bye to all mah frens...
and all mah happie & sad moments..
i noe i can't have them anymore...
i can onli keep them in my mind...
i can't find them back...
i can't have tat type of memories anymore...
NO MORE happie memories...
i realli wan them back...
i struggled hard...
hard ta move the boat back to the island..
but it juz drift...drift...drift...
i am all alone now...
all alone in tat llittle boat...
sometimes i cried...
i cry out loud...
hoping tat there is someone there to be wif mie in tat little boat..
hoping tat someone will help mie move the boat back...
back to the island where i was from...
but no one came...
things have changed...
everything is juz different now...
i dunno y...
i juz continue drifting in the boat...
and i dunno when and where i will land...

i lost mah neclace...tat one ban gave mie de...haiz...i'm sad..i seach everywhere...i juz can't find it...ban..i am sho sorri!i'm sadd u noe...cuz i lost it...its nice lorr...haiz...but i can't find it...=(...
i went out wif a sadd face cuz of tis u noe...and also cuz of sth else larr..but...haiz...i can't help it...i feel like cring tat time lorr...alot of things happened...but then i am outside...sho i can't...
*y are u always comforting mie..?y always give in to mie..?y always make mie happie..?y always try ta find out wat happened..?haiz...i'm sorri if i caused any trouble when we are out...i did try ta be happie...but i can't...then u are always asking mie wat happened...i walked off wif rid they all...down the street sho tat i can change mah mood...didn't mean ta leave u all there...i have ta change mah mood...i noe u all are all worried seeing mie like tat...always asking mie ta sae out what happened...sho i changed...at least i appear to be happie to u all...to make u all less worried...tats onli the thing i can do....


LoUviN U__]]* 12:44 AM

Monday, February 14, 2005



Todae fun fun sia...skool got monitor investiture...the we cum out earli cuz teachers all got treat from chia....they sho gd horr...recess time we al exchange present fer valentines' dae...got some presents...all veri nice...i like all of them...esp mou gu de!she bought sth i wan fer a long time le...tat stupid ben dun wanna get it fer mie..and mou gu got it fer mi!!!But i can't sae i will definatly like ben's present...a treat ta the concert..hmm...i'm wondering if its nice...hahaha...

MOU GU!!!I LOVE U LARR!it was sho cute lorr...and its like sho ex..& u bought it!!!=)...wats more u like tat too lorr...did u hugg it b4 givivg it ta mie..?hahaha...

Thanks to all fer ur presents...=)...have a happie Valentines' dae!



LoUviN U__]]* 5:18 PM

Sunday, February 13, 2005



4th dae of new year le...many things happened...

1st dae of new year...i collected alot of ang baos...haha...i am happie...but i lost $$ leh...sadd...ha...had steamboat fer dinner at mah grandma hse....

2nd dae of new year...went ta onli 2 places...but go some ang bao too...then went ta mah grandma hse take dinner again...tis time she cook...but still got steamboat..lolx...then we kids plae mahjong...followed by cards...had fun!they always tell jokes and tok c...sho funni most of the times....but i lost $$ again..

3nd dae of new year...start skool le...had fun...hahax...we played cards during yee's lesson!haha...i won $1.50...lolx...then got interhouse gammes...jac ask mie out ta study...but i didn't bring mah books...but she also wanted mie ta teach her some stuff...sok lyn ask mie go hougang mall...lew ask mie go green...when all tat happens,i was wif juian they all doin their wits stuff...i left wif juian & jo...i went green...we plaed cards...wif $$...dunno go win $ or lose...lolx...we then discover the AHH family!hahax...15 of us...representing...

Yan Ting aka AH LEW!the oldest char bo in the AHH family...
Xue Ting aka AH BLURR!the gal whom didn't bring her fone home & brought the wrong book home...
Kai Ling aka AH LING!the ma tong whom ish sho firecec & fun..
Geraldine aka AH GREEN!the one whom likes green monkey!
Yeap Min aka AH MIN!the preety da tou...
Woon Cheng aka AH CHENG!the blurr mougu...
Dorothy aka AH DOR!which ish mie...
Hui Xuan aka AH MA!the old woman whom ish sho chio..
Gui Shan aka AH SHAN!the gentle lady in the family..
Lydia aka AH DIA!the one wif small bagg all the time...
Cheryl aka AH TEE!the gal whom likes lemon tea sho muchh..
Eileen aka AH HAM!the cute gal whom ish always up ta some loving stuff..?=)
Pauline aka AH CHOO!the hyper gal whom ish sho cheerful..
Melissa aka AH SA!the second gentle lady..
Shahidah aka AH DA!the onloi malay gal in our family but is always sho cheerful & helpful..
We all rawks leh...hahaha..

Todae had fun?I went ta mah uncle's hse in the evening...the babi was sho cute!AHH!!!haha...can't stand it...she ish juz sho chubby and cute!i played wif her...she ish onli 5 months old!nxt year she will be able ta run about...hahaha...then went ta youth park ta watch 50 first dates...b4 the movie...the djs played alot of gammes...was fun!everything ish nice...

BEN!!!I wan ST!i dun wan CT!AHHHI HATE U!!!I dun wanna tok ta u kae!*HMPT*

AH KOR!!U sai larr...no more fone..how ta tok...tok ta u online then u also dunch tok de..dun care bout u le larr...u go court her urself...i noe u will find miwhen there ish a need in help..haiz...tats u...


LoUviN U__]]* 12:26 AM

Tuesday, February 08, 2005



Sat i went ta SP de open hse...then it's sho bigg...then got lot of free things....i saw taufik!lolx...i bought u guys de valentines' present le!!!ytd..i got mah new specs!COOL!!!then i was on the fone most of the time...hehe...
todae got new year celebration...we cum out earli...sho tired sia..tonite goin ta grandma hse ta ead steamboat...tml new year le!HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!

BEN!!!Help ur mama larr...badd boi...hahax...wat u wan fer valentines' dae..?troublesome sia...i shoudn't have as yew if u accept soft toy..i should juz buy it...haha...when u be prefect liao dunch treat her sho bad hor...dun always catch her kae...btw...dunch bully juian juian worx...or not i will kill u!!(^-^)

AH KOR!!!How are u lately?like nebe see u in skool like tat...haha...i'm happy tat u changed back ta the original u..?u changed sho much fer her...its gd...u noe how ta auto le...muz work hard ta court her worx...JIA YOU!!!i support u...haha...=P


*Loves snow but dislike snowman!
Chopsticks family rawks 4eva!

("),,,(")
(o^-^o)
(,,)o)-(o)



LoUviN U__]]* 4:20 PM

Saturday, February 05, 2005



todae went ta hq to help out after skool!we had fun sia...we help them ta pack the thinking dae de badge...then got sometime dia & xuan go shop help...then muogu & i kept talking lorr...i tok bout mah long story sia...haha...we all pack till everything finish...then we go J8 meet datou and tat pig...we go makan le..then shop shop...did have a fun dae lorr...=)


LoUviN U__]]* 1:34 AM

Thursday, February 03, 2005



Cried fer more than an hour and i can't stop!they dun believe it then forget it lorr...i dunch give it a damm man...sae and do all u wan larr...i can do nth...haiz...give up on mie!I AM JUZ HOPELESS & USELESS!!!


LoUviN U__]]* 11:15 PM