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Saturday, January 29, 2005



Todae went ta skool...cuz we got audition at hq...sho we went skool ta touch up on all the things...then practise the dance...touch up the banner...then off we go!!!we went in le...did wat we suppose ta do...then the judges tok ta ger cum our CL..then we went out...when she cum out she was sho happie lor...then she sae the judges ask alot of questions then she tell them lor...then the judge like our song...she said VERI GD!haha...everyone was sho happie lor...we took alot of pics after the audition...then we went J8 ta makan...mie wif da tou,mougu,juli,shu hui,lew,and mel....ken & someone came ta look fer us in kfc...eat le we go shop shop...then we remembered tat we haven take neoprint...b4 we take neoprint...juli went off le...b4 we take pic...we saw celebrities shooting lor...we saw lin xiao pei,she wear till veri chio lor...still got chen tai ming,MC king,guo shu xian,lee guo huang,and tat veri SHUAI de jeff wong!I didn't expect tat he ish sho SHUAI lor...hahax...when we went ta take neoprint...ken and tat someone went fer district meeting...after taking neos...shu hui and xuan went off le...sho the 4 of us continue shopping...lew saw baggie tat she wanna buy...we went ta alot of shops...da tou and mougu wanna go home 1st...cuz da tou not feeling well...then b4 the went back...we went pass tis shoe shop...then mougu,da tou and i saw the shoe veri nice lorr...we decided ta buy...haha...then they went off le...i went ta meet lew's mama wif her...cuz she wanna buy baggie...sho ask her mama ta see...then sometime lata...meet lew's sista cuz her sista wanna buy shoes also...hahax...shop fer quite long...then bout 5 plus...lew's mama they all went toa payoh le..then bout 6 plus ken,hao sheng,hk and someone came ta meet us...then we went ta shop around..they bought things also...dong came ta meet us..then they eat...lew,ken & mie went ta shop fer da tou's present...i shared wif lew...then they finish eating...we go bus stop ta take bus home le...at the bus stop...they said somethings which made mie feel sad....sho i called ben ta tok...then when walking home at the junction...ken shouted bye ta dong alot of times...but he didn't hear cuz he was listening ta music...then end up ken called him juz ta sae bye...hahaz...cute cum funni...sia...

MOUGU!!!Thanks fer being mah GG partner todae...haha...we shared alot of secrets...ya?i appreciate them...thanks!ILU!!!=)

DA TOU!!!haha...all becuz of yew...i got mougu as mah gg partner..thanks...real enjoyed mahself todae...hope u did too...the pics are cool!!!U are sho madd bout jeff wong...haha...U ROCK!!!

LEW!!!Thanks fer everything tat u have done fer mie...i noe they always suan mie...and u are th one whom always try ta stop them from doing sho...THANKS ALOT!I wun mind if they dun stop...but i real appreciate of wat u have done...its more than wat i can describe...but realli...thanks alot!!!

BEN!!!I LOVE YOU LARR!!!U are always there fer mie whenever i am feeling low...u are always the one whom brighten up mah dae...dunno y...forever u have ways ta cheer mie up...but then ar...u are sho bious(pai seh...i dunno how ta spell)...always help her de..how can u do tat?!?haha...i can't imagine u being prefect...u will help he more...NO WAY!!!haha...i will nebe let u sucess...muahaha..-grins-

AH KOR!!!Y muz yew wear tat..?tell u ta take down,dun wear le u dun wanna listen...muz wait till ppl scold u then take down...haiz...i wasn't angry larr...i was juz veri sad and dissapointed...


LoUviN U__]]* 11:33 PM

Wednesday, January 26, 2005



Todae skool as normal...kelvin was sick...poor thing...our entertainer ish gone...he went home before recess,during lessons...Take Care worx Mr Kelvin!=)...tat stupid yee always ask mi do math question...sick larr...luckily got russell there ta teach mie...and thanks ta BERNARD!!!he help mi go up ta do tat e math question..hahax...then after recess in hall i thank him...then he sae i was always toking during lesson..then nebe listen...sho he help mie do lor...ha..tats true...who ask tat yee's lesson ta be SHO boring...hehe...after recess..nth much larr...cuz after geo lesson,guo jing also went off le...then lessons ish boring liao...both entertainer not around...after sch...got GUIDES!!!!haha...everyone getting ready fer audition sia...busy man...GD LUCK TA US!!!!nth much le...

BEN!!!Dunno whether u will read tis not larr...but i muz write...stop apologizing ta mie lei...i feel veri guilty leh...tell u mah fault le then u still apologize non stop...from the start of the dae when u saw mie...u started saying sorri...whenever u see mie...u will sae sorri...then i veri guilty lor...its not ur fault leh...i wanted ta apologize too...but i juz can't do it in front of yew...i dunno y...but u did it again and again...now mah turn...SORRI!!!

AH KOR!!!Their things settled le...hopes no more trouble...but then i saw a ear ring on ur ear!!!Wa liao...WAT ISH TAT?!?Ask u take down u dunch wan...till after skool u in ur full u le then u take down...PLS larr...dun wear these kind of things lei...u looks veri ah beng wif those things on lor..and i noe u are not tat sort of ppl lor...sho pls stop larr...are u starting ta change..?I HOPE NOT...


LoUviN U__]]* 10:55 PM

Tuesday, January 25, 2005



Todae went skool wif ah kor...-winks-...in skool...nth much larr...xt always sae kelvin veri fun,will always make the class laugh...todae...indeed i get it le...he was real fun in klass...he said all the funni funni stuff then make us laugh...esp during MT and eng...fun!!!THANKS kelvin!=)...after sch...got guitar,guides & monitor meeting...wanna die lor...then i ran about in skool...bout 4 then go in guitar lor...we tried tat stupid costume...sho ugly...yucks...then mdm tan & mrs cheng sae SWEET?!?-pukes-...nth much le...

Todae after skool...the whole lot of NA ppl cum into our class dunno fer wat...then i saw ah kor also...called him many times..but he didn't hear it...sho i msged him...he didn't reply...saw him..then he told mie y they were there...cuz of one of my classmate and sum things he had done when playing bball lor...but was like he did it accidentally..?he dun seems like those sort who will do tat kind of thing lor...if i'm not wrong ah kor was there too and he saw wat happened bahx...then i was wondering...are those peeps he always plae bball wif..?they dun even care if he did it purposely or accidentaly...then they wanted ta bash him up?!?Real worried fer ah kor...those frens of his was like sho ah beng lor...then they like wanna pick a fight also...sho many against one..?No matter wat...AH Kor!I realli hope tat u wun get urself involve lor...*REAL WORRIED*...wat if anything happens?U said u wanted ta study hard de lor...U promised tat we will see each other in the examination hall de...Hopefully tat everything will be fine...=)


LoUviN U__]]* 8:47 PM

Saturday, January 22, 2005



Went ta meet lew & xt at PS after their tuition...xt went off..cuz she got tuition...then ken,dong & der came...We went ta makan..then plae arcade...went bugis...fun sia...went shopping around..then xt came find us...bought clothes from samuel & kelvin...recomended by xt & yt...veri nice sia...hahaz...then we went cheenatown...der wanna find his stupid shoe...then we mkan there...food quite nice lor...nth le...


LoUviN U__]]* 10:48 PM

Friday, January 21, 2005



Think tis one will be a long one...cuz long nebe blogg le...sat(15/1) when ta catch a movie wif lew,ken & dong...b4 xt left...we makan together and took pic!WAS SHO COOL LOR...ah ha...xt got the NICE one...then lew and i got tat NICER one...xt went off le..we walk fer quite some time then we go watch movie le...we watch kung fu...the show veri touching cum violent...but quite nice lor..we always walk around then we go kovan makan le go home...
Mon cuz got celebration sho we earli end skool...went ta makan at mall...then lew wanna go bugis buy pencil case cuz she saw becky de..then she also wanna buy...then we went lor...then walk walk...makan laksa le then go home...
Tues nth much lor...cuz yt nebe go skool..then nebe go out after tat ...then went guitar...deanne teach sex education!hahaz...she ish sho high!!!she took the stick fer the chimes de ta do sth..hahaz...
Wed..we got guides!!!the sec 1s came...quite alot larr...even red cross,chinese dance,wu shu de all wanna join guides...u noe y..?cuz mr khoo anyhow put them in different ccas when they wanna join guides lor!stupid mr khoo...lets not tok bout him...*HMPT*...first we got introductry section...all the names cute cute one lor...got melody,jocelyn,3 xing yi,juliu,li qing...and lot moore...we play games...till bout 4 plus then we do our dance...then mdm tan & ms hia buy curry puff fer us...cuz we got bronze fer our pur noor aishah...then we can't finish the food sho we share it wif the scouts lor...we veri gd rite..?cuz the our brothers mah..hahaz...
Thurs...in class i use pen knife and cut mah hand...mi hao wan mah...then got one letter one mah hand now...hahaz...then eileen ask mi not pain meh..i was like...didn't feel anything lor...its painless!after skool...makan wif deanne & fiona...we said alot of funni funni things...hahaha...after guitar went tA find yt & ken at heartland ta buy ms ong ping ping's b'dae present...then go home...
Todae...stayed at home fer the whole dae...sho sian...
*i decided ta give up on him le...know tat he ish veri happy wif his life now...Sho i also wun interfer anything lor...it ish also not gd ta do so...sth meaningful...copyrighted from baby aka eileen dar de...can apply on mie also...
forget hi name,
forget his face.
forget his kiss,
this warm embrace.
forget the love u once knew,
remember he has someone new.
forget him when they play ur song,
remember when yew cried all nite long.
forget how close u two once were,
remember he has chosen her.
forget u memorised his walk,
forget the way he used to talk.
forget the things he used to sae,
remember he has gone away.
forget his laughter,
forget his grin.
forget the dimples on his cheeks,
forget the way he held u tight,
remember he's wif her tonite.
forget the time tat went sho fast,
forget he love tat moves,it's past.
forget he sae he'd leave u never,
remember he ish gone forever!


LoUviN U__]]* 6:16 PM

Monday, January 10, 2005



Todae in skool they take down the gateway leh..haiz...nth much...then we went cp buy things...we saw mr rosland!!!i was shocked!!!We walk around...buy somethings then went ta mac ta makan...after eating at mac was feeling a little low le...then cum home...i locked mah self in the room and i cried.I HATE MAH SELF!!!Y AM I HERE???I DUNNO!

*From things..i am realli sure tat u like her...i will never ask u...but mayb i will still noe the real ans from some where bahx...all the best to u...i will juz stand by the sifde and watch..tat ish also the onli thing i can do...


LoUviN U__]]* 8:22 PM

Sunday, January 09, 2005



Haiz...sad sia...tat hs bluff mie!!!Of some personal stuff which i can't sae larr...then end up he sae it was a misunderstanding...i realli dunno wat ta sae lor...mah tap on fer a few drops then off le...but was still sad lor...he came online ta tok ta mie...his explanation was also sho perfect...i dunno whether ta believe him or not...haiz....but i also dunno y care sho much lor...then we tok fer some time then use icons ta tok...then he somehow angry bahx...i dunno...mayb i should believe him???ok lor...SORRI!!!sorri fer all the problem i caused!!!
*Think u like her bahx...if i am not wrong...by the way things goes...mayb all mah hopes and dreams will be dashed...but juz hope tat u will be happy lor...


LoUviN U__]]* 6:30 PM

Saturday, January 08, 2005



Went back ta clean up todae...can't wake up lor...meet le eillen & shan we went ta our long miss mac ta buy our long miss sauage muffin!!!If was nice!!!haha...we walk ta skool slowly...tat si ah jin & ahmad was behind us!!!We went into sch help clean tables & chairs...no more tissue le then we use our bums!it dry faster...haha...I SIMPLY JUZ LOVE AHMAD & WEN JIN!!!THEY ROCK LARR!!!they are forever sho happie cum cute...they sing while they carry the tables & chairs...nice ta have them around...we help ta untie lashing...their ropes are veri tight lor...pull till hand pain sia...dick veri helpful lor...although he always suan mie larr...but he help mi untie alot...heex...we suppose ta mop the canteen floor..then end up we et the whole canteen...hk was sho peck chek...haha...mr fahizul treated us chicken rice again...haha...his daughter veri funni lor...was fun larr...after packing up...went ps find yt...together wif ken,don,der...we go watch movie...a LAME movie lor...then we went shopping around...nice dae spent!!!


LoUviN U__]]* 11:39 PM

Friday, January 07, 2005



Pass few days sho busy cuz of all the orientation + campfire stuff...we made it!!!Although we are sho busy..making sho many preparations...but all worth it...our ladder was great...they did alot of stuff in 2e5...which i dunno...cuz i was cooking downstairs!HEE...all worth it lor...we got 50++ gals on list!But mayb we onli wanna take in 20 or a little more..?not sure...sho happie sia...after their orientation..we go pack up and get ready stuff fer out campfire!everything veri rush lor...we made all the preparation...then tat stupid container leak...after sometime..it rained!alot of problems...then we held our campfire in the hall lor...alot of technical problem...the rest when ok...it was fun!!wei seong was sho shuai lor...wif tat fancy dress on!mah darling pauline heard somethings...then she cried lor...heart pain sia...after quite sometime then manage ta stop her from crying...mah darling!U HAVE US!!!WE WILL BE THERE FER U!!NO MATTER WAT...I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FER U!!!WEN JIN!!!U & QH LOOK SHO SHUAI LOR!u all sho cool in tat black jacket!!!ten still sing namb...although got technical problem...but u 2 look sho charming!!!LOL...they wanted freedy out ta tok...the he came over ta our side...hk,der & ken came ta pull him down...HK stepped on mah foot and mah toe nail cracked!!!then mah turn ta burst!!!It was real pain!!!then they wanted ta pull mah nail out!!i didn't let them lay a finger on it till in the toilet kai ling wrap it fer mi...haha...it was real real fun lor...we clear th canteen then went ta makan supper wif the scouts...ger's shuai ge story made us laugh!!!mah books damn heavy lor...hao sheng took them fer mie...haha...tat donavan was forever sho quiet lor...but when walking home wif him find him quiet caring also lor...he helped mie carry mah books from the coffee shop all the way till mi hse there lor...but he didn't sae a thing leh...gd hor?haha...


LoUviN U__]]* 2:20 AM

Monday, January 03, 2005



Whee...todae 1st dae of skool...fun sia...seeing all mah frens wearing long pants...some look weird & some look gd!HAHA...i was goin about laughing at the guys wearing long pants lor...hahaha...the skool ish sho squeezy now...3e1 dunno y studying at tat dunno wat room,then 3e5 classroom dunno which klass using...think the whole sch like messed up lor...the sec 5s got no space ta study then they study in the malay room and gu zheng room...Ke lian de sec 5s...cannot use the air con there..muz open all the window & door..then one fan nia...hahaha...back to class!A firece looking teacher walked in...at 1st sight i dun quite like her liao...then she our form teacher sia...called mrs eng...?she cum in tok bout skool rules...check up...merit;demerit points...all rubbish larr....then she went fer meeting...when she ish back...we got our time table...she tell us all the teacher fer each sub...then time ta vote fer all the sub rep + monitor & asst monitor,treasure...all those larr...teacher ask bout the 2 monitor 1st...they called xiang ming's name...then tat stupid WONG GUO JING SABO MIE!!!He called out mah name lor...followed by wei siong,bernard,khadijah andone more dunno who...then we had ta leave the classroom while they vote...sick...can go back le...went in...saw mah name on the board!MONITOR!!!Wa liao...sho suay lor...sho sick of all the job last year liao then ask mie do again...can die leh...then have ta start doin the file,whiteboard all those lar...after those we had our math test...followed by recess then eng test...sian sia...1st dae got test...after skool still got extra lessons...luckily todae nebe study...tat yee end the lesson even b4 i go in...haha...stayed in sch till quite late...the orientation thingy alot not done bahx...plus the dance steps...i haven learn ok the ger and kl was improving in liao...stress sia...sho sexy lor...somehow dun feel like dancing liao...but i can't...the rest all work sho hard too lor...Mdm Tan!take carie of urself worx...u somehow got no voice le...muz drink more water!Wan Lin!Jia you fer all ur reception + orientation!U can do it!!!4 CLs!U all work veri hard fer everything ta keep on goin!THANKS!!!


LoUviN U__]]* 10:05 PM

Sunday, January 02, 2005



Went ta shan's hse juz now...went ta practice the dance...or should sae learn the steps...then they dance till veri sexy lor...i cannot imagine myself dancing wat they are dancing...lol...but then little weird also...got or piang steps in a sexy cum hiphop dance...veri hard ta dance sia...we learn fer quite long lor...then we went ta hougang green...was raining...sho we walk in the rain...then shan wanted ta dance in the rain...hahaha...shan wanna take her skirt...then we go there eat at mac...we saw des,xt & ahmad...then wen jin mag eileen & sae tat he saw us!!!OMG!!!Shan was like...she sae luckily she didn't do much things...if not he saw then her image will be spoiled...hahax...we finish makan liao then went back ta shan's hse dance fer a while then went home le...did have some fun todae!!!=)Tml start skool le leh...will be fun!!!Imagine all mah frens will be wearing long pants!!!Muahaha!!!COOL!!!X)


LoUviN U__]]* 7:35 PM

Saturday, January 01, 2005



Todae...wake up le...then afternoon went ta mall ta buy some presents...cuz i haven finish mah shopping fer ppl's chirstmas presents...haha...sho i go there buy le then came back...use the com...wei jing tok ta mie...then he gave mie his hp number!!hahaha...bout 6pm..i go down ta punggol park..bringing all the presents i bought todae & ytd...plus the books tat xt wans...sho heavy!!!When i reached there...there ish no one there...onli some family ppl playing at the playground...sho i stand there...then it started ta rain...all the ppl ran to the shelter...then i went ta sit on the swing...after some time..ahmad called mi...i turn around then he was on his bike...haha...not long lata xuan and dia reached...we swing...not long lata rain again...tis time..it was big...sho we went ta the shelter...went it got smaler...we went ta the shelter where the guys are...i didn't noe tat sho many ppl reach le...Wen Jin,Ngee dong,hao sheng,donavan,ian,derrick,qi hao,desmond & ahmad was there...after some time...we saw hui kang,kennedy and their metro frens..?haha...dunno y they are there...followed by ger...then i went home ta take ger's chirstmas present...when we are back...jac and becky reached too...after sometime...yt & xt reached too...hahax...then i gave all their presents ta them...mah baggie sho spacious le!!Whee...yt gave mi a PIYO PIYO COMB!!!Haha...luv ya man...while some do the cooking...or sae bbqing,the rest are walking about...playing sparkles,eating & having fun!!!HAHA...we heard tat toad croaking lor...ah mah,dia & i heard it 1st...then was like got 2 type...ah mah sae tat got 2 toad doin tat one...then they croak and sae tao yan...hahaha...funni sia...tat ah mah also siao de...always sing tat ABC....PASSION..lolx...and tat gong zhu ni fu sheng song...and then she onli noe tis 5 words...haha...had quite alot of fun...then b4 countdown we played true or dare...lot lot thing happen...they ask alot of stuff and do alot of things..then we countdown...they keep throwing bottles lor...sho...when we are all around the park...the police came!!!But onli got 5 ppl there...then they ask if got any fight or not...then book them also...luckily got 5 there nia...sho we went back,clear up..then go home!!!=)
*To whoever it ish...from watever u heard from the true or dare...u may or may not koe who u are...u may or may not see tis...but juz let mie tell u...Sorri fer the trouble tat i have caused if there is any...& pls give mie some time...tis feeling will fade off as time goes by...i believe!hopefully also!


LoUviN U__]]* 3:48 AM