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Thursday, June 30, 2005



Todae...pigg didn't cum skool...guo jing and kelvin on MC...2 china gals didn't cum...3 do red cross duty...2 go judo competition...one more dunno who...so my class onli got 3/4 of it...haha...but had some fun in class...chinese teacher show us her essay...one tat she wrote...veri nice...i like some part of it...den i borrow from her ta see and copy some phrases...den she sae give it to mie lehh...haha...

Wahh...todae i bit my tongue again...i juz did once on tues...den now again...PAIN !!
when ta tat course...todae a little boring...i also slept...=P haha...but nice larr...den we use it ta do guides stuff...nth much...


LoUviN U__]]* 8:21 PM

Wednesday, June 29, 2005



Ytd...it was my papa's birthday...we went ta tat serangoon ta eat steamboat..veri nice...hmm..nth much larr...reach home quite earli...

todae....skool was as usual...not so siao like mon le...den last period we had chem...WE DID EXPERIMENTS !!! fun !! i got shocked by tat "POP" sound tat was being created...haha...everyting was cool larr...den had guides...we did drills...the sec 1s still not up ta standard yet...hmm...den we went ta the digital arts thingy..?was kind of cool...we are taught ta use the adobe photoshop..."Ppl...three main steps...select...copy...paste..." haha...and there we have the DUCKIE HEAD !!! "Click shift and we will have the same size...at the same time free rotation !!" hahaha...so...the duckie head went rounds and rounds !!! lolx...tml got one more lesson...think will be extreme fun also !!

Thanks mdm tan fer asking us ta go ta tis course !! U rawk always !! =)

Wahh...ytd i burnt my legg...haha...den todae run down the stairs almost fall...dunno y so sway...although didn't fall but i hurt my small toe toe...cuz of trying ta balance bahx...pain..= haha...


LoUviN U__]]* 8:36 PM

Monday, June 27, 2005



ok...sat...
IT WAS KENNEDY'S BIRTHDAE !!
haha...
i went ta take NDP tickets...
den wanted ta meet ben they all de..
but end up didn't...

Sun...
had tuition...
den went hougang mall ta look for wrapping paper...
wanna buy papa's present also...
but can't find any suitable de...

Todae..
skool was fun...
sad ta sae...
we changed class...
but was still fun...
pig's class moved up..
haha...
i'm like siao...
lessons was as usual...
but out of lessons...
I'M TOTALLY SIAO !!
i passed ken the present...
haha..after skool he cut his hair..
den i meet him in Compass...
he pei mie do shopping...
haha...
i make till he veri peck chek...
cuz i dunnoo wat ta but fer my papa..
den he suggest alot of things...
but i no $$..
=P
but afterall i did buy sth...

Hey pigg...
sorri fer tat scratch on ur hand..
muz rub ur blue black kae...
haha...
btw...thanks fer shopping wif mie..
I HAD FUN !!
and sorri fer making u so peck chek...
=)


LoUviN U__]]* 7:50 PM

Friday, June 24, 2005



Nth much...juz wanted ta continue my countdown...haha...
Countdown...
1 dae to ur birthdae !!
TML TML TML !!!
haha..
i haven wrap !!=P


LoUviN U__]]* 4:25 PM

Thursday, June 23, 2005



Juz came back from camp...tired like siao...overall the camp was fun...but tis time...i got alot of injures...but i treat ppl and not myself...all got small cut i ask them go wash..blah blah...den i got cut i dun care..=P

we got our own guides flag flying in the sky lehh !!! a tall high one...haha....so nice...we tie de lehh...haha...but wen jin got help also...

we cooked our own meals everydae...most taste nice...den tat mdm tan veri tempting de lehh...we cook till so jia lat...den can see them eating rice...den got ice cream...got one dae still got kfc chicken !! WTH !! we all ren lorr...so fer 3 days...we drink alot of plain water...can't buy drinks..its forbidden...

dae 2 night de tour was fun...but mdm tan walk out of skool and not wanting ta let us noe...all was so pissed off....but she let us buy stuff from cheers !! =)

last night de campfire was fun !! cuz of the wood not soaked in the kerosense...so can't burn...we put alot of stuff around the pit den it finally burn !! hahaha....SUCCESS!!! all the seniors brought up the atmosphere !! thanks...but den police cum complain lehh...lolx...so we go classroom continue...sang "I'll remember u" for ms hia...alot of us cried....den followed by seniors de powerpoint and drama...we can't control so we cried alot...the speech was planned out ta be more touching...luckily didn't print out...if not we will cry more...WE MANAGED TA MAKE THE SENIORS CRY !! I LOVE MY SENIORS !!

nth much larr...camp was fun lorr...but...got one dae during camp...i saw sth....someone promise mie tat he will not do sth till he recovers...but i saw him playying...i'm so disappointed...i dunno wat ta sae...i dunno wat ta do...watever larr...dun care le...he wan plae go play lor...

Countdown...
2 days left !!!
Ur birthday !!!
haha...


LoUviN U__]]* 7:03 PM

Thursday, June 16, 2005



Sometimes i feel real sad...
i dunno y...
i feel that everythin is against mie...
i'm so afraid tat my frens would juz leave mie there...
all by myself...
all alone..
i dun like tat...
i dun wan tat...
but i wun noe wat they are thinking at any point of time...
everything and anything can happen suddenly...
and i did experience everything myself...
not once...
but TWICE...
can all these things juz leave mie..?
i dunno...
i juz wan a peaceful world...
parents think tat i'm not hardworking..
they always sae i'm playing and always on the fone..
but they dun understand mie...
they dunno wat i am and how i feel inside..
does anyone understands..?
mayb not...
i dunno wat i'm thinking..
i dunno wat i'm doin..
everything tat comes to mie wun be properly done...
i'm not gd at all...
i noe...
i'm mayb juz not suitable to take up the post tat i have..
i think i should juz let go everything...


LoUviN U__]]* 6:38 PM




One week didn't post le...sometimes wanted to..but my kor alway shoo mie out...so...now den post...Lets see...

Thurs...i went movie wif ben after guitar...we went ta watch MADAGASCAR !!! nice !! ben said he is the lion and i said i'm the zebra...haha...we are like...siao..?nth much...shop around den went home...

Fri...went ta skool fer meeting...it was a last min decided one...so..went skool fer meeting den went ta shop fer presents wif SPED-DEPS !! we took pics...haha...they look so nice !! sara and eileen had ta go off earli...so pei jun and i went ta compass walk walk...den go home...

Sat...evening time went ta rebecca's birthdae party...had no choice but to choose one place from three...as i can't split myself...so i went party...it was kind of COOL !! the thing is in the function room...we got shocked when we go in...saw kelvin,guo jing,wei seong they all...all look so shuai and cool...haha...eileen and i spay pool water at guo jing and kelvin...den they end up take cups of pool water cuming after us !! lolx...her cake is nice !!...now i also understands y rebecca can have such gd results...her hse is soooo nice and neat lorr...despite of the room being small...its still so nice....den i'm like engrossed into the electronic piano in her living room...haha...it was a nice dae...=)

Sun...nth much...but around evening time went compass de popular...den ben tagged along...so we are like...walking around doin nth...after sometime i rushed home ta watch iron ladies !! haha...nice rite..?

Mon...went ta skool fer guitar...after guitar it was like...so earli and i've got nth ta do...so i walked from skool ta hougang mall...planned ta walk ta heartland also...den ham called mie..she ask mie whether wanna go meeting..den i said ok..so went interchange ta look fer her...den went heartland fer meeting...we went BK...the ice cream pie is soooo nice !! and the place is so cold lehh...haha...after sometime we left cuz so cold...den we end up taking pictures !! lolx...tat nite..i was on the fone wif ken..i was learning my campfire pit !! haha...den we tok till 3 plus..?i was so tired...den was half asleep while toking lehh...haha...den he imitate mie !!

Tues...was suppose ta have patrol meeting de...den i was late due to the fone call...den i went there..no one was there...i can't contact pauline cuz she got no hp...?den tat stupid mei hao sae pauline not there den she dun wanna go down...den also sae her mama dun allow...she and her excueses...Bleahh~~...i end up at point alone...i met hao sheng...after sometime jac came...we gave her presents...den we were toking...den tat hao sheng took my wrapping paper ta hit my head lehh !!! den sometimes got hit jac de also...he hit till it spoiled cann...?so i was bitten like siao and i'm on the fone wif ken..den he dun wan help mie...den my poor wrapping paper was spoiled by hao sheng and i had ta but new ones ta wrap ken's present...after sometime..i went over ta meet juian...went ta post sth den went jo's hse...we are rooting there...den we talked...so as to spent our time while waiting fer ben ta cum put from band...den we went fer lunch...and den movie...bring it on...its a cheerleading show...was kind of hip hop and cool...

wed...went skool ta learn tent pitching...but end up doin nth there...haha...was waiting fer time ta pass also...so tat i can learn the flagpole !! so...its time ta learn flagpole...was kind of sad in the begining...cuz of some camp stuff...sheena,becky,syahidah and i go learn flagpole...tat becky cheered mie up..she so funni lorr...at first ken take pole...den was saying...den he went ta take tat string..or waever its called larr...so he came out...den becky sae...y take one onli..?take more larr...ken went in...he took a few more...den he came out...becky sae...take more larr...y take 3 onli...den ken was so peck chek..he went in and took out the whole box...hahaha....so he was teaching and like...alone doin flagpole..?haha...we bully him...den end up we helped...lolx...ken ask the PLs ta teach us den he go makan...tie guideline le den the thing went up...they got the sec 1s ta hole the pole at the bottom...den they knock the pecks and wanted ta tie the guideline...but one too short...so had ta re-tie...den they put down the flagpole...ken dunno y so peck chek..den the sec 1s got punished !! we 4 so gilty lehh...guideline re-tie le den flagpole went up again...so tis time...it was sucessful...den we learn how ta tie tat guideline to the peck...we take out and put it down...den think the pole almost drop...ken saw...den he ask those holding pole de fall in...den i was like...omg...scolding again...but i can't stop him...ahhh...so...they got scolding...we realli feel so bad...like...so many scouts got scolding cuz of us lehh...after tat went home...den went ta cut my hair !!

todae...wake up...den saw my hair was like lion...?all pong pong de...haha...den i go skool...we discuss drama...den we always sing song...haha...it sounds fun !!...after sometime i saw ken wif a cap...lolx...he looked SO CUTE cann..?hahaha...nth much...todae i'm gonna die...my bill is 70 over bucks...think my dad will scold mie till siao le...mayb he will confiscate my fone...=(

Countdown...
9 days to my pigg's birthdae...
haha...
looking forward...


LoUviN U__]]* 5:38 PM

Wednesday, June 08, 2005



AHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!
my pigg is sick !!!
how how how...?
hopefully he will be alright soon..
tat pigg of mine...
haha...
countdown...
ur birthday...
17 days lata...
i bought ur present...
dun be shock !!
=)
get well soon !!!


LoUviN U__]]* 11:11 PM




todae everything was like...haiz...
everything can be done in a quiet way...
everything can be done silently...
i did them in the noisy way...
so as to show i'm normal...
juz a way to show tat i'm ok...
nobody knows wats inside mie...
wat everyone sees is juz a smile outside...
i juz wan everyone to be happie...
but den wat can i sae or do...
i end up getting all sorts of remarks...
i'm itch all over...
bites and scratches...
all i can do is scratch,
scratch,and scratch...
i believe no one notices...
no one cares...
i'm juz a gal...
an ordinary one...
one who always recieves those put downs....
there is nth i can do...
i can onli listen to all the comments they give...
no one will ever noe how hurt i feel...
i juz pretended tat its nth...
pretend tat it doesn't affect mie...
but i can't hold long...
cuz it does...
it realli affects mie alot...
deep down i'm wondering...
y can't i be like the rest...
y muz i be treated differently...
i dunno y...
on my way home down the road...
i saw sth on the floor...
its a mark on the floor...
a mark left by sth...
i remember tat place...
i remember tat spot...
it was the one where my foot accidently stepped on sth...
as i said b4...
tat thing was a snail...
tat poor snail tat was killed my mie...
i can't help but cry when i thought of it...
i felt so sorri fer the snail...
i didn't did it on purpose...
it was realli accidentally...
i'm real real sorri...
and i can't do anything...


LoUviN U__]]* 8:00 PM

Monday, June 06, 2005



Todae a little spooky lehh...everything was as usual...went ta skool in the morning fer guitar...big ben,ban and choong wei spent dunno how long in the guitar store ta look fer our guitar...haha...we are siao can..?

ok...so lessons usual...mr ong tell us bout his mother...she is in her 70s den muz do a heart by pass or round pass de operation...her ateries got blocked...major operation lehh....guitar lesson nth lor....

so after guitar..went ta guides room fer meeting...starting they are like...always playing when there are so many things ta sae...so peck chek...so...bout the back den they noe got so many things ta discuss den more serious le lorr...we finally had a meeting wif mdm tan...guess wat...she tell us tis and tat when we already planned our camp...so now...everything crashed !! Programme have ta re do lorr...sian...have ta do alot of stuff on wed...goin siao soon...

i think we are the last few students ta leave skool..?ok...wan lin,sze yun,ah ham and i went point...we bu somethings den go home...while i walk home i stepped on a snail lehh..OMG!! i didn't see den i hear the sound i thought egg shell lehh..den i see a SNAIL !!! veri gross lehh...den i feel so sorri...i killed the snail !! =( ...cum home...i went kitchen...nnoe wat...table got a plate of canned snails lehh !!! those supermarket sell de...EEEeeeee !! den i use com...at 1st ken didn't reply fer bout 1 hour plus...den tat ben didn't reply also...ken was sleeping...den ben i dunno...till now still never reply..

spooky day todae...i'm kind of scared...

Countdown...
19 days ta pigg's birthday !!


LoUviN U__]]* 10:26 PM

Sunday, June 05, 2005



Hmm...todae went ta beach ta plae !! i long waited fer tis dae...heex...cuz i expect it ta be fun...i was late...suppose ta meet someone at 1.45pm de...but the tutor came late..so i end tuition onli at 1.45pm !! AHHHH !!!! den my mama dunu let mie go...she sae muz go tat baby de birthdae...but den i'm late...den can't disappoint tat someone...so i juz go out...cuz mama not at home....haha...so i had ta rush down ta meet tat someone...sorri ar...can't sae who tat someone is...cuz he ask mie not ta do so...cuz of sth...so...meet le den go beach...but we walk a veri long way in before we play can...

by the time we walk in...guess wat..I'M HUNGRY !! =P so we went ta eat...guess wat...the person onli charge the someone for the food...but the coffee is free !! haha...he so bad rite..?he didn't tell the person...so "HONEST" haha...so...we went ta plae...i picked alot so sea shells !! =)...nice lehh...but u noe wat...I WAS DRAGGED INTO THE WATER !!! the stones all veri pain lehh...as i was dragged into the water...den got cut lorr...see...all tat someone's fault...haha...jk..

so...although i'm wet...i'm still finding sea shells...haha...den tat guy go till ver far and take live de lehh....Eeeee...so gross rite..?haha...he kind of siao larr...always go digg fer stuff lehh...den got one time he cum back wif scratches on his leg lehh...den he still stay in sea water...see le also feel pain lorr...den ask hiim cum out of water he dun wan...siao de lorr...

nth much larr...we play plae play...den after sometime we are sitting there listening to songs...i almost cry...haha..as we are sitting there...den after batheing i realised i got alot mosquito bites lehh...so itchy cann...after batheing...we walk out den take bus home...tat guy go hougang mall bahx...but i feel so bad fer not goin along...he stay outside fer 1 hour plus more lehh...i feel so bad...

but overall it was FUN!!=)
20 days ta my pigg's birthday !!
haha...


LoUviN U__]]* 10:55 PM

Thursday, June 02, 2005



Hmm...dunno y these few days i feel kind of sad...mayb i think too much bahx...i'm kind of jealous but dunno fer wat...he dun even belongs ta mie lorr...haiz...

holidays so didn't do much things...mon go green meeting...we plan programme...den went carda...arron change alot !!bian shuai le...haha...den nth le...

tues i stayed at home..
wed..morning got oral..after oral went point eat...den at ntuc shop shop den go home le..

todae...got north division dae..went holy innosent pri..alot of ppl cum ta our stall...too bad its free...haha...i heard the games won the poster de...2nd...got trophy lehh...so gd...after everything went heartland ta shop...bought presents...boring...

i will try ta get u ur pencil case as soon as possible...23 more days to ur birthdae !! =) hopefully sunday comes soon !! beach Beach beach !!


LoUviN U__]]* 4:13 PM