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Wednesday, March 30, 2005



Sun went ta the gym wif ban...WE SAW MS HIA LEHH...scary cann..ben lost both of his soccer matches...so ban and i go bathe le den meet him at compass...we eat lunch...ban went fer hair cut...ben and i went shopping around...WHEE~~...ban finish haircut le den we chiong go heartland leh...cuz we need buy sth...1st thing we do when we reach compass is tat we go buy present lor...haha...i bought a ring!!=)...we go shopping around den jelly they all came...ben and i are alone again...i went ta buy kok kok shoes...got no my size...ben had to go too...his dad sae goin out...so went hougang mall wif him lorr...he took bus home..den i go mall buy my kok kok shoes...i went shopping around also...haha...den go home...i wear my kok kok shoes and play...haha...=)...then guess wat...ben sae his dad wanna go out at nite!!!WTH...i was like...still wanna buy my friendship day presents at heartland de lor...waste my time..haha...nth much le...

Mon...skool as usual...den i got extra lessons...wanted ta go home after tat de...in canteen meet ah lew they all..so joined their meeting...the N1 cluster meeting cuming out...ah green may not be here...we are busy leh...tis week arts fieasta...next week CA...den the next one muz prepare fer the meetingle lorr...haiz...everyone veri stressed up...

Tues...we got rehearsal...mrs cheng was angry...our costumes de blouse can't be worn...all too small...guys pants all too short...dunno wat the tailor doin...mrs cheng called the tailor and tok ta him leh...everything was ok...we took group pic fer mdm tan de present...but she dunno...haha...we even ask her take the pic fer us...lolx...went home...STRESS...cuz goin ta have geo test..everyone sae tat its so difficult lorr...feel so stress...den so tired...rehearsal ferr whole day lor...haiz...also dunno y my fore head got one ba lu ku leh...haha...PAIN!

todae...after worrying fer so long...geo test was realli difficult...i was like..mind blank leh...dunno wat ta write...den end le i shouted..so many things didn't write...den after some time...i shouted again...cuz i'm FREE!!!!so happie sia...den went guides...we did souvenirs...den practise dancce...sat got whitley campfire!!!can see shuai ge!!!hahaha...i'm excited...ah lew sae most probably onli our skool and mayflower guides...the rest scouts!!!WAHH!!!!LOL!i'm gonna look out fer guys!!!hahaa...i'm also excited bout tml leh...1st time i wear kok kok shoes...and long skirt..?haha...fun!Whitley...WHITELY...WHIETLY!!!lalala~`...

stupid irritating person...can u juz stop calling mie...althought i didn't pick up...but its wasting my time,my battery,my money...!!!i dun even noe u kae...so juz stop watever u are doin la...stop asking mie questions!i will not agree to anything and everything kae...

AH BLURR!!!Although todae already 30th le...but i still will look out shuai ge fer u de...haha...i will give them ur number!!!=)

todAe do souvenirs de time nth ta do den i wrote tis...

Have u ever wonder there is someone around,
someone who is near u is crushing u?
Have u ever wonder how much u have hurt her?
Do you noe tat u are hurting her every min by the things u said and do?
Did u realise tat she is around?
Will u ever understand how she feels?
She has ta keep everything to herself...
She can't say it out...
Seeing u everydae is a torture to her...
But she can't do anything...
Neither can she give up...
She just likes u so much tat there is nth more she can do...
Sometimes u are close ta her,
sometimes u are so far from her,
just like any other stranger...
Can u teach her wat ta do?
Can u tell her ur feelings too?
Juz let her stop dreaming...
If not catch hold of her..
PLS!!!END HER TORTURES!!!
She is goin ta break down anytime..
These are hurting her too much..
She might not hold it there anymore...
SO PLS!!!JUZ END IT!!

Touching..?i create de...haha...another one...got idea from ah da..

Dun judge me by looking...
there is another mie inside...
one who is always in a corner crying...

Dun judge frens juz by looking...
U may never noe...
they might be those whom once gossips behind ur back...

Haha...onli think till here...dunno liao...tis one like rubbish...LOLX!!!


LoUviN U__]]* 11:54 PM

Saturday, March 26, 2005



Tis week of skool...fun!onli study fer 3 days...

Mon..sch re open...all express sit in parade square...got change in time table..lessons as usual...after skool got extra lesson...den go home..got tuition...fer the 1st time during tuition...my fone kept ringing...after tuition i saw...2 missed call...5 new msg!WTH!haha...

Tues...lessons as usual...1st time mrs ang didn't come..?haha...aftr skool got guitar...went down canteen ta makan...yt ask mie go meeting...after meetin go eat...ah yun sae mr ong angry leh...cuz i'm late...but can't blame mie lorr...haiz...wat i heard was he scold mie till veri jia lat lorr...i dun mind if he scold in front of mie...but he did tat b4 i enter class..?haiz...i got nth ta sae lorr...

Wed...we go stadium report and sing national antemn...we all 1e5(2003) de all sit together in venus..ah ken go pick the class de thing...sheena sae like lao ah peh like tat...LOL!we had fun cheering...we cheer fer IAN!!!haha...we cheer fer alot ppl lorr...i tok ta ah ken till he treat mie drink...=)..wan lin took too...den he pay also...how nice...teacher's race wan lin,sheena and i went down ta find juian...also ta cheer fer the teachers...had fun...sheena and i play tat gamme till my hand red red le....LOL!After sports meet...Zhi Yi,ban,ben,shamin,ridzwan,jo,sok lyn,eileen and i went ta green ta eat long john...the service like shit lorr...we went walking around green...we saying helo ta the teachers...den we walk...zhi yi go bball court...sok lyn and eileen cum my hse...ben,ban,jo went home...we went heartland shopping...hahaha...saw alot of things...bought the dolphin de handphone accessories...went take pics wif sok lyn and eileen den tat pig dun wan take...haha...after taking sok lyn and eileen went home...left mie and the pigg...we go shop around fer things meanwhile waiting fer jeremy,agnes and ban heng...went they cum le...we went ta PS lorr...we reach PS at 5 plus...bought tickets fer 6 plus...haha...den we went shopping again!haha...jeremy was so lazy tat he went ta mac ta sit...den 4 of us continue shopping...haha...in theater..i'm like keep toking..?so extra rite..?haha...i dripped ice cream on ben's shirt!!!=)...after movie went home lorr...HAD FUNN!!!

Thurs...back ta skool...busy leh...got lots of hw!!!den got lessons till 4...guitar till 5.30...guides meetin at 6.10 ta go cf...wahh...i chiong leh...seng kang cf was ok...no shuai ge ta see...LOLX!!i'm excited...i saw 5 pri skool mates...tats the reason y i wanna go seng kang's cf!!!i'm happie....we got best cheer...i shout till wanna burst...we played treasure hunt...we had time looking fer our shoelaces...went ta eat den nth much...

ytd..nth much...slack at home...todae morning...went skool fer rehearsal...den go lunch le..cum home slack again...

*I dunno wat to sae...realli...things are always changing fer us...haiz...i'll juz let days pass as it is bahx...truly speaking...everything is up to u...there is nth i can sae or do le...


LoUviN U__]]* 6:29 PM

Monday, March 21, 2005



Yea!!!Finally i can update...tis will be a long long de...bout the days i spent in thailand bahx...although its like so long le..haha...

Tat sun....i reached thailand....so sian kays...eat dinner walk around den nth le...

Mon...i woke up at 5am?went ta morning market...bought lots of ear rings...haha....eat breakfast in the hotel...ah ken...it was edible...hahaha...went shopping in the afternoon...i bought a PINK shirt....haha...i saw a blue blind cap leh...but didn't buy cuz it has no hole at the back lorr...sian...i like it so so so much lorr...nite my parents de fren came...we went fer dinner...i ate alot of hot stuff lorr....i saw a soccer jersy wif ken's name!hahaha....number 23...although like got programme but i still feel so sian...den i miss the disturbing msges from ken lorr...

Tues..go morning market again...den went back ta sleep...so tired...den i dreamt of sth scary lorr...but someone there ta help mie...=)...went around shopping....den wanna go temple...6 of us squeeze into he taxi...the driver was scared till dunno wat lorr..so funni sia...went dinner in the nite...parents de fren...as in another fren treat...was so full lor...den got one guy...he can sing well leh...he can change his voice till like kid de and gal de lor...nth much...

Wed..feel so happie tat te next dae can go back le...its so cold in the morning lorr...its raining heavily...den the lobby was soooo cold!!!i went ta temples....the car journey is like 2 hours!WAHH....can die...had luch at the sea side...den another 2 hr journey back lorr...wanted ta sleep de...den though of *him...and somethings tat happen in the past...den i can't sleep le...hahaha...

Thurs...nth much...pack ups...getting ready ta go back...reach sing at bout 9+pm...i called ppl and sms...haha...so nice ta use my fone again!

Fri...i went back ta skool!Yipppie!!!saw *him!haha...i was laughing!so nice ta be back in sch fer guitar!!!learn tat stupid dance from the stupid instructor...i juz dun like him cann..?make mie stand squand stand squad...nite...went nite tour...ah ha..was excited bout it...took dinner at kfc wif ah ling and ah lew...den ah tee came...we went ntuc bought sweets!go skool le...den pay money fer the fee...den we set off!i was sitting alone in the back de...den ah cheng and ah min joined mie...we sang songs!1st destination...cini leisure...we watch son of the mask...when kai ling go take tickets...it was super loong lor...the seniors are crazy bout tat...haha....the movie was so nice...the baby is cute!SO cute!!!!next stop...lao ba sa ta have supper...i found out tat i llost sth...den i no mood ta take supper lorr...no one noe larr...but i feel like crying tat time lorr...it takes mi some time ta change my mood back...ate supper...we walk ta esplanate...we take alot of pics...ah green go AHHHH den the light of some figures went off...LoL!!den she ran away...so...next destination...SENTOSA!!!on our way there...everyone was like sleeping lorr...but ah min,ah cheng and i excited...we kept singing tong hua...hahahahaha....we got a small briefing before walking in to the beach...there are some idiotic ppl around lorr...our time ish packed there...we noe our bounderies den we started playing games...building sandcastles...den we rehearse and teach the sec ones bout the enrollment ceremony...tat time i was like wanna fall sick like tat lorr...my throat veri dry...plus the dry wind...wahh...den my leg also veri suan...cuz tat guy make us stand and squad...plus my stomach dunno y pain...from movie till morning lorr...we change...had the ceremony...play a bit bit games den time ta go le...how i wish we could play longer...on the way back..i was tired...i slept...when i woke up...my voice changed!!!LOL!went point ta eat big breakfast...den go home...from 10 plus...i slept till 2pm...woke up...sms...cried...i'm juz too worried bout the thing tat i lost...ah ken console mie...cuz at tat time he is the onli one who koe i cry...after sometime..i stop crying..went ta eat noodles...den back ta sleep....woke up at 8pm...den watch tv...sms..nth much le...

*I thought of giving up...i dunno wat i am doin...i also dunno wat he is doin...sometimes he is like so close to mie...sometimes he is like so far...sometimes he sounded like he dun even give a damn ta all this stuff tat i am telling him...sometime things he said and did hurts mie...i dunno wat ta sae and wat ta do next...can u pls tell mie...?i'm tired...i realli am...tired of guessing wat u are thinking and goin ta do next...pls...stop the torturing...


LoUviN U__]]* 2:02 PM

Thursday, March 10, 2005



I'm sadd and disappointed in my marks...haiz...the 1st ever time when i see such lousy results!!!i dunno wat ta do...dun wish ta tok bout tis larr...
Todae skool got nth much larr...1st time i didn't eat and go fer recess...LoL!Todae my chinese teacher ish insane!TOTALLY INSANE!!!Sometimes...she can cum into our class and scold non stop whe we did nth...sometimes she ish normal...and todae...she ish siao...she cum in....1ST time...she said...we look sho tired...those who not feeling well can sleep...she also didn't scold ppl who are feeling well and had their heads on the table lorr...when yuan sen always like sleeping...she tok ta him nicely and wake him up lorr...MIRACLE!!!normally...she will juz shout at him and ask him ta wake up lorr...she ish totally SIAO!!!but hope she stay like tat...if not we will always have scoldings fer nth...haha...sho unhappie bout someone after skool...she thinks tat she ish who..?sho bigg meh..?one dae sae tis..the other dae cuz she got sth on den sae another thing...wat the heck..?No responsibilities at all...SAI ar...she changed!!!Juz like a strange tamie...haiz..enough of her...AhH ham taught the sec 1s enrollment fer mie...THANKS!!!ILU!!!=)...sho i went guitar...we play tong hua and sun yan zi's song...FUN sia!I cut my finger leh...cuz of fiona's guitar...thought juz scratch leh..den got BLOOD!!!haha...but i dun care also...hehe...sho played syf pieces den nth much le...
I GONNA MISS 3 GUITAR LESSONS LEH!!!Bo bian..cuz mie goin overseas on sun...thurs nite then cum back...next fri got rehearsal fer arts fiesta!!sounds fun...den we guides got night tour!!!Its gonna be FUN FUN FUN!!!Tml got cross country le...haha...1st time mie got duty ta do den dun need ta run leh...YIPPIE!!!=)...i'm excited...i long waited tis dae ta come...tml sure will have lots of fun de...i'm looking forward ta tml..hehe...BTW...dun miss mie when i'm not in sing...=Pp

AH BOON!!!hahaz...how's ur chicken pox..?LoL...u got chicken pox can't cum ta skool den dun benifit mie leh...waste sho many of my sms den i cannot concentrate also...Jk...i can threaten u wif the i weekly...haha...=P

RIDZ!!!I wanna box u ar...u promise ta burn songs fer mie de...den u todae return mie the blank cd...still tell mie promises are meant ta be broken!No way kae...i dun trust u le!haha...

BEN!!!how's ur cough...?haha...both fever one resulted in chicken pox...den u resuled having a cough...btw...U look nicer in tat hair style...haha...looks neater and better...gel and comb ur hair before u cum ta skool bahx...but as i said tat time during new year...Gals see le wun faint larr...but mayb they will sae u look better...hahaha...but there will be someone who will love u more if u cum ta skool wif tis image...tat ish ur E_ _i_ e...noe who rite...?hahaha...btw..how's everything between u and her..?LoL!Treat her better hor...dun be badd...haha...btw..u still owe mie my v.dae gift,keno breno,ang bao and pizza treat!!!=D

I realised tat my papa shee shee A ish cute...haha...he ish sho blurr sometimes...den he like scold ppl not firece at all de...haha...=P...i will be overseas...sho wun blogg fer bout a week bahx...pai seh worx!will update when i cum back and free lorr...=)...Dun miss mie when i'm not in sing worx...haha...but i will miss *him...hee...TC!!!


LoUviN U__]]* 10:08 PM

Tuesday, March 08, 2005



Skool was boring ytd & todae...both pigs whom like ta sleep de didn't cum ta sch ytd & todae...both got fever..one got chicken pox!haha...wat does tis shows?PIGS GOT DISEASE!!!hahaha...lessons as usual...bored...

Mon...lessons quite fun...NPs went shooting...no extra lessons fer them...my frens said i was madd after skool durin extra lessons as i kept giving ans ta questions YEE ask..?I have ta do u noe...my results was BADD!!!EXTREMELY BAD!!!the 1st ever time i got my msg exceeding 5..?I GONNA DIE!Touch up on all the testubes thingy we did on fri...Ahh Lew re-check...there ish short of a few orders!there are no more testubes left!OH MAN!Lew was sho peck chek lorr...she was sho fan & everything tat she scolded us fer playing while doin...=(...but we understand larr...no one knows wat ta do...Mdm Tan was absent...sadd...Ahh Min sounded sho unhappie cuz of the short of orders...haiz...but no choice lorr...guides room ish in a mess!

Todae...lessons was ok...it was FAST!Eileen went home after recess...not feeling well...but i wan her ta cum skool tml...cuz its her B'DAE!Can plae liao!=)...Kelvin...the stupid pervert...haha...he ish addicted ta tat teacher!he almost wack someone!He said 'wahh...ta gei wo de mei nu attitude leh..wo gang cai xiang na tong xi diu ta!'..LOLX!!stupidd ar...but i had fun wif his fone,cap,him,shao ting & ren liang!haha...it was like...history lessons...teacher went down ta take somethings...she went fer more den a period!haha...we start playing wif fones!all the ringtones & pics...but tat stupid kelvin deleted all the pics i took...=(...but its still fun although i noe he will delete...haha...shao ting ish cute canN?He got tat small boy boy face & hair...I LOVE MESSING HIS HAIR!!!=)..YEA!!MT lesson...we use songs ta study thanks ta the compo we wrote..haha...eng...we gt speling test...check paper..den break!SHIOK!!!time flies todae!end skoo le...haha...Cleared guides room...looks neater now..but haven mop...haha...tml can collect testubes le!Finally!Guitar...we got tong hua's chords kae!but i wan the melody...Mr Ong ask mie figure out myself...=(...NVM!i got ah yun & dean dean!they figure out almost half le!YAY!!!Although Mr Ong ask mie ta figure out those myself...but HE ROCK!HE ish the best instructor!!!he always give us the chords of the songs we wan and he stayed up ta do them!!!Thanks!!=)...Nth much todae...

Ke lian de ah boon..he kanna chicken pox!LOL!!!he wun be in skool tis whole week & nxt week...he will miss his BTC!haha...he's bored at home...den always disturb mie dun let mi FOCUS in mah study lehh...haha...JK!den always bluff mie de...haha...NVM!the most i dun reply nia..hehe..yea!

I MISS *HIM!=Pp


LoUviN U__]]* 9:55 PM

Friday, March 04, 2005



In tis week..again got some uphappie stuff happening larr...dun wish ta sae it out..cuz i'm happie now...haha...It was fun todae!IT WAS AWESOME!!!We made all the testube orders lorr!!!All in a dae!!!then it was sho fun kae!got additional testubes..then u see all take the testubes and make fer themselves and their ai ai..all sho sweet...haha..we had fun lorr...i made one fer eileen fer her b'dae...=)...when we wanted ta start...everyone dunno how ta make...then we try try try...then ok le...haha...thanks ta Ah Ling and her way!...I'm sorri fer breaking one testube and making the candle stand too big...I apologize kae...When Mdm Tan cum into the guides room...she said...i have a factory working here...hahaha..still got a few left in guides room which are half done...although they pack the guides room on wed...but todae...we make it sho messy again!HAHA!Sorri bout tat...=Pp..

JUIAN!!!Thanks fer all tat encouragement when i'm unhappie...it do help mie alot...U also hve ta cheer up worx..got prob muz cum find mie...i help u like wat u did...=)...ILU!!!

BEN!Haha...dun care bout tat char bo...haha..gam ba teh fer ur syf...think ridz they will support ur campign de bahx..LOL!

I LOVE THE AHHS AND ALL MAH FRENS!=)


LoUviN U__]]* 9:59 PM

Wednesday, March 02, 2005



I dunno wat ta sae...many things are changing...even so ppl around mie...or mayb i am being sensitive...i dunno...she change much after she got tat post...its no longer the her i noe b4...SOMEONE!PLZ!PROVE MIE WRONG!

AH LEW!Dun ignore ah boon larr...he did sho many things fer u lorr...he ish sho sweet kae...tok ta him kae!

Juian!IL HIM!hahaha...ILU MORE!!!...hehe...=Pp


LoUviN U__]]* 9:36 PM