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Friday, May 27, 2005



Yay!!finally holidae le !! this com of mine kind of sot..so i always type half den gone le...haiz..so..now have ta type again...i'll try ta recall...haha..but mostly will be summarised..

hmm...wed..walk in the rain go meet ham...den go skool sick le...den in the afternoon...ta hq ppl came...she is kind of scary...she comment our uniform from head ta toe lehh..bleah~~...den now guides meeting if wear full u muz tie two??AHHH!!!!I'M GONNA DIE!!!...so..tat dae nth much le lorr...but i was feeling terrible tat nite...can't realli get ta sleep...i was shivering in the air con room...den i went outside...slept fer sometime...was quite cold at first...den i woke up...was feeling so hot...like siao like tat...but i still went ta skool tat dae...cuz we are goin ta TP!!..haha...siao rite...sick still go skool..

thurs...at TP..we went up the bus wif Mrs Koh...the bus was kind of cold...eileen wasn't in skool...so i was alone...den i didn't bring jacket...all i have is my pe shirt...so..tat became my jacket fer the dae...but i slept in the bus...haha...was so tired...reach le den mrs koh dunno where the auditorium was...so we had ta find our way there...so...ya...walked in and it was extremely cold inside...we got no space so we had ta sit on the floor...i was SHIVERING!!!blame on myself larr...i didn't bring my jacket along...tat russell was sitting in front of mie...den he always turn back ta ask if i'm okie...obviously i'm not...but i can't sae tat...so i said i'm okie...juz feeling cold...hahaha...anyway..thanks fer ur concern...after the talk in the auditorium..we went out fer some food...was so hungry...but i'm too sick ta eat...but i still ate a bread and a curry puff..=P..den went back in...we follow the student mentors ta our tat dunno wat thing larr...so i followed wan lin they all...we went ta tis thing ta says air waves...we wanted go mass com de...den dun have..so we went tat...in the end..its mass com...stupid rite..?we went ta the vedio thingy at 1st..it was kind of nice...they show us diff veidos..den got one bout ghost thingy..?wan lin was so scared and we are making fun of her..haha...she is always like tat...next we went ta the radio de...i find it quite boring inside...but it was kind of fun to be a DJ too...

last we went to the tv studio...it was nice inside...there is this host,floor manager and camera lady..?haha...they somehow get a student ta interview 1st..so when they start...the host introduced him as jonathan...wan lin and i see through the tv fer a closer look and he is kind of SHUAI...haha...he is from springfield sec...we are crazy...after his interview..they get students ta try all the diff positions except fer the host...den the interviewees is swaz and a springfield guy...the jonathan make fun of him...call him sasuage...den the host realli call him sausage lorr...the whole studio de ppl all laughing...nth much larr...den we go off de time the tp ppl sae bb sausage !! haha...we laugh again...den go one ask...who is the les...who is the les...can i have ur number..?lolx...

we went back ta aturim ta wait fer bus...den BB to the shuai ge !!=(...haha...i was so sick tat i stayed there ta sleep when sheena they all went out ta buy food...haha...

back ta skool...we suppose ta get back report book...but teacher didn't cum...so i went ta guides room ta sleep...den the rest came in ta plan games...but i was sleeping...i woke up...wan lin ask mie eat guides room de medi...after sometime...i was feeling better...i started eating !! haha...the fridge came...got cockroach !! ahh....we stopped planning after the fridge came in...

Fri...it was use ur hand campaign...lucky i got cloth from somewhere..if not die...we got back our report book...was kind of...dead...went guides room after skool...i saw the cockroach !!call tat stupid ben so many times he dun wanna cum up...ahh...i cried...cuz of the cockroach...it was so scary!!!

Yay...29 more days to my pigg's birthday !!=)


LoUviN U__]]* 7:41 PM

Tuesday, May 24, 2005



Wahh...can i cry...?I realised i started treating some frens like cold cold de le...i dunno y...mayb like some shows bahx...u treat them badly in order to prevent urself from getting hurt...i also dunno wat i'm doin...haiis...todae watch the drama i almost cried lorr...my eyes are watery...its somehow like...dunno how ta sae...

todae...nth much larr...we train the sec ones fer their footdrill...tml hq ppl cuming down le...but the sec one de footdrill..haiz...i dunno wat ta sae..kind of jia lat..shan de sofa always delay...tml den cum in...haix...luckily i'm not so ke lian like ham...luckily i onli got the first aider and photography job...i'm lucky!!!


LoUviN U__]]* 7:15 PM

Friday, May 20, 2005



Todae was kind of tired...had the CMF thingy earli in the morning...Pei jun didn't cum...so the 3 of us are slacking...haiis...

we are all so tired...haha...after skool got guides...ms hai...haix...always halt wrong legg...den i sae timing how ta sae..?crazy woman...den we did roll call and horse shoe formation fer dunno how many times...also she sae de...haiis...*speechless*

nth muchh,,,tired ta blogg too...
counting down ta my pigg's birthdae!!
One month + 5 dayys ta go!!=)
I will get u sth nice!!
I believe...hehe...=P


LoUviN U__]]* 10:18 PM

Thursday, May 19, 2005



Todae...a long and tired dae...helped out in the humans room till after skool den went fer guides..a long dae....

sadd ta sae...pei jun and sara didn't cum ta skool todae...den pei jun sae she can't go cmf thingy tml lehh...imagine...sped-deps will short of our P!!!haiz...

these two days helping out in the humans room...i realised sth...actually i'm someone extra inside...i'm not needed...not at all...i saw sth too...and i thought of these...

Everything and everyone will leave us one dae...
Nothing can stay with us forever...
Sad to sae...
I chose ta give up everything now...
Cuz i noe if i give up some time later...
I'll feel more hurt...
One should get out before sinking deeper in...
I'll let them go...
Most ppl will juz neglect or forget an old fren once they make new ones...
Maybe i'm juz a passing clouds in their life...
I dun own anyone neither do i own anything...
All will juz go away and leave mie...
I will be left alone wif nth...
Den i'll be a lonely gal in the streets...

Haiz...dunno y todae...having a headache...can't do anything...not in a veri gd mood too....dun wish ta speak at all...let mie remain silent...=(


LoUviN U__]]* 7:00 PM

Tuesday, May 17, 2005



Sadd ta sae...todae...the sofa and fridge didn't came in...all cuz gui shan didn't bring here keys...haiz...

todae...morning check 6 scripts...kind of sadd...failed a few...den the rest not gd also...russell tried ta cheer mie up...but i juz can't laugh at the moment...SO SORRI!!!anyway...thanks fer trying ta cheer mie up...

after checking of scripts...we went ta hall ta watch tis show...some prison show...kind of sad movie..?den i was sad also....but after some time they ask us go recess earli cuz we got public speaking course...den i was somehow alright le...

the public speaking teacher was kind of drama...she somehow injured her finger cuz of the window den she said...the window bit mie!naughty window!!...haha...den she sometimes quite fun lehh...i got sweet from her!!=)

after public speaking course...we suppose ta go hall to hear chia tok de...den sped-deps dun wanna go...so we went ta humans room ta help!!kind of cool...hopefully they will finish their stuff in time...ALL THE BEST!!!

so...when they are out...i went ta look fer wan lin,sheena and sze yun....den we went ta guides room!!!hehe...so...ya...sofa didn't came in...so we do the board...when mdm tan not in...we tou lan...we lie on the cushion on the carpet...wanna sleep...den was toking ta ken also...ask him bout scouts room and tok cok...haha...den mdm tan suddenly cum in lehh...scare us...den we all jump up den back ta work!!...hahaha...was kind of fun..

when mdm tan went out..den we tou lan again...den dunno y she suddenly cum back again...hahaha...so...realli back ta work...cuz she stay in the room also...so we completed the board...was kind of nice...haha...so pack up and stuff den went off le...

dunno y always had so much fun wif the 3 of them...haha...everytime also can't ta han wan lin...always moo moo moo and make so much noise...LoLx!!!YEAH!!!WE RAWK!!!

dunno y now..i feel kind of sadd...mayb cuz of results and someone bahx...hopefully can put down everything soon bahx...but nvm...wan lin,sheena and sze yun will always keep mie happie and stress free!!!LoVe u gUys!!!

Those taking Os mother tongue a few weeks lata...JIA YOU!!!


LoUviN U__]]* 7:54 PM

Monday, May 16, 2005



Todae...quite fun too...morning went heritage thingy...kind of fun...little boring too...we went about...the crocodile farm was fun kae...mie 1st time see crocodile...hehe...the croc de magnet was cute lorr...hehe...i wore russell's nike jacket den dun wanna return him...heex...nice lehh...we went about larr...i like goin ta the church lehh...so nice kae...on our way back...i took russell's fone and plae...i like the disco gamme....den russell wanna see mie plae...so he swap places wif eileen...so poor eileen had ta sit wif bernard!!!he's noisy cann...not long lata...russell slept...haha...can see tat he is real tired...so...i didn't disturb him...but...pei jun and sara was behind us...they keep playing wif his hair..?LoLx!!!den bernard open the air con...russell was sooo cold tat he woke up...hahaha...

back ta skool...all chiong go eat lehh...cuz everyone all veri hungry...but soon...we had ta go up ta hall...den got tis assembly bout AIDs and STD...den sheena and i kept laughing...all tat 'SHOE' thingy...wat tie bang mou chen zheng...or even the rubber band loose...hahaha...OMG!!!veri funni kae...

after sch we pack guides room...heex...we move the cupboard...den the ikea van came lehh...we long waited fer it to cum lorr....so wan lin,sheena and sze yun went down...never wait fer mie...haha...

we excited lehh...den we go take the things up...den start fixin all the things...heex...so...we got our shoe rack...den we wanted ta plae...but tat ah lew scold...cuz the room de cupboard stuff all on the floor...so had ta pack...whee....kae...pack le...den we clean the floor...we put the carpet leh!!!so shuang...the room gonna be nice!!!

tml the sofa,mini fridge and book shelf cuming in !! YEA !! nice rite...?so...nth much le larr..haha...todae ish a real FUN dae...i enjoy it !!!=)


LoUviN U__]]* 9:27 PM

Saturday, May 14, 2005



Todae i had FUN !!...went out earli in the morn ta meet jo...den tat ben late kae...so jo and i had ta go ta serangoon station ta wait fer him...and juian was like...already at PS waiting fer so long...?so i made ben run to the mrt station from the interchange !! cuz the mrt also reaching in 2 mins time...hahas...i'm EVIL !! =)

We reach there den go meet juian...saw juin too....so long didn't see her kae...LOLX...ok...so juian,ben,jo and i went walking around looking fer locks...fer the WITS thing...den we are hungry...so we went eat...we ate japanese meal lehh !!...so nice...1st time i eat in a jap restuarent...hehe...thanks ta juian!!...den we went plae arcade...haha...we play drums!! the drunms are nice...den juian and i play DDR...juian dun realli noe how ta play...so she was like..."JOJO!! HELP MIE!!"...so jo didn't plae de...after the gamme she also tired...cuz she help juian...haha...we plae tis RF game also lorr... the song are COOL!!!den we play still got rythem de...hehe...

half way through when we playing drums...jeremy came...so after arcade...he wanna eat...so we went kopitiam...den we gossip bout someone..can u believe it..?!?the guys gossip too!!!ridz came mit us also...so the 2 guys go mit him den we 3 gals continue gossiping !! yea !! haha...den we go walk walk...i like the dolphin de puzzle cann...?

hmm...we met juin...she wanna go shopping and buy her stuff...so we all follow lorr...den we went orchard walk walk...and also cuz juin wanna buy her stuff...we saw tis brand named "NATRUALLY JOJO "..haha...cool rite...?den in the ice lemon tee shop was funni lorr...the person promote the egg thingy...den jeremy ask them the price...cuz they speak chi...so jeremy speak chinese too...kind of funni...haha...

think soon lata we went off le bahx...cuz juian they got dinner at nite...so...we took juian's mama car home...kind of fun...1st time go out wif juian and jo fer so long...and its the nicest trip ever!!! thanks guys!!!Friends forever!!!



LoUviN U__]]* 7:26 PM

Wednesday, May 11, 2005



haiz...everything was kind of sadd...today's A math test was such a dissapointment....it was damm difficult lorr...

these few days got a few troubles too...i dunno wat has gotten into her...she suddenly ask him tis question den sae till dunno y put mi in also...like more and more ppl involved lorr...i dun understand y...y she suddenly ask tis...he ish now so troubled wif it...all i can sae now is i'm SORRI!!!it was all my fault...blame mie fer my big mouth...blame mie fer saying ta sentence...if i didn't tell her...she wun noe and tis would not happen...i'm the cause and blame fer all tis...dun sae i'm not...i wll feel guilty as i noe i am...I'M REAL SORRI!!!i will try ways ta solve tis mess tat i have created...i will...I PROMISE!!!

there is another trouble too...i dunno whether i'm thinking too much or wat...but i had tis feeling...i realli hope tis wun happen as i already experienced it twice last year...and i dun wish ta experience it again....tat period of time is like HELL!!!if someone feels tat way...all will be the same and i'll be alone...no one will understand how i feel or be it no one will noe wat i'm goin through unless they did experiencee it too...i juz hope tat it wun happen...HPOEFULLY...

i noe i can't fall in love wif u...or be it like at tis moment...i tried stopping myself...i try ta forget everything...but i can't...i dunno y...i'm afraid tat i will affect someone else...to tat someone...he dunno anything...so if he sae or ask u anything dun link it to mie...PLS!!!

hoping tat everything will be over soon and back to normal..to those who are concern...i'm sorri but i can't help it and i shed tears over all these...I LIKE NO ONE!!


LoUviN U__]]* 10:20 PM