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Saturday, October 18, 2008



Actually sometimes, i'm quite disappointed with people ..
i dunno what to say but ya ..
you know friends could actually plan outings and all and nv ask you along ..
how would you feel if you know about it ??
sometimes they say we drifted away ..
but how could ppl be close when you didn't even ask them out in the first place ??

first there was acc ..
you know lla
the usual group would go out and all ..
first it was the bday celebration of kori ..
den the last min bball that i know ..
den jux read some blog that they went somewhere ..
like whatever ..
you could say that i'm busy or what ..
i no longer see the point of taking my initiative to ask anymore ..
and ya ..
probably tired of being hurt by these lil stuff ..

many more examples but too lazy to list them out ..
probably i'll just stick to ac and be antisocial and get my studies done bahx ..
be realistic man !!
thats how cruel the world is !

and you ..
i think you changed ..
for the good or bad i dunno ..
u no longer seems like the one i know ..
i'm still fine with u personally ..
but once it comes to work, i really find myself hating you ..
i dunno whats goin on but sometimes i feel disappointed ..
bout the things you say and you do ..
i feel like strangling you at times ..
its so difficult to act as if nth happened ..
for i know you are no longer the same ..
you are busier, not so good at temper anymore and ya ..
many more ..
i no longer have great nice chats with you ..
instead i have it with the others ..
i do find myself facing you with nth much to say ..
i realised we started quarrelling over small stuff ..
i always choose to remain silent ..
cux i'm jux too tired to explain, too tired to bother ..
you USED to be my real best friend ..
but now ..
i find myself having difficulty communicating with you ..
is it mie ? or is it you ??
i really don't know ..
if i were to look at you from the outside ..
you start to have symtoms of him ..
the him that we dislike ..
everything that you do draws yourself a step nearer to him ..
i dunno why but thats what i felt if i were to look at you the way i looked at him ..
i don't know how to put these across to you ..
like you know i'm never good with words verbally and ya ..
just hopefully u read this which i think you won't ..
cux i think you would be busy, lack of sleep due to sch and work and don't even bother to find and read anymore..
no longer like how you used to be when i know you ..
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