**-i LOVE yyou-**

Sunday, December 30, 2007



went to HS today with wan and na ..
had mac breakfast !!
=)
didn't really catch up much ..
jux slacked and random talking ..
they did gadgets to prepare for thus's orientation ..
hmm ..
den went to sentosa to join AC peeps for some fun ..
tan a while ..
dug big big holes ..
LOL ..
wanted to get to e peak but close due to engagement of a couple ..
like so lang man llor ..
den went to bath and played sky ride & luge onli for 4 bucks ..
=D
SO FUN !!!

dinner den home ..
long day but didn't do much too ..
but did had alot of fun ..
hmm ..
found out quite some things too ..
all that i'm goin to say now is ..
as long as you are happy,
nth else really matters anymore ..

i'm very tired now ..
onli slept 2 hrs plus in e morning ..
so ya ..
will try upload pics if i can show them ..
HAHA ..


LoUviN U__]]* 12:26 AM

Saturday, December 29, 2007



went "touring" with wc and neh today ..
cux wanted to get our chirstmas pressie ..
spend our 1st half day accompaning wc and travel travel ..
from home to serangoon,to parkway parade,to bedok to transfer to go east point ..
den finally till east point we got to do some shopping ..
haha ..
bought neh his pressie ..
i suppose the most ex of all bahx ..
LOL
den went back to TM and slowly, we got the rest of e pressie ..
all settled !!
haha ..
but neh still haven get mine ..
so he still short of one ..

after all e shopping,
i head home and neh head for sch for meeting ..
shopping today makes mie forget those things too ..
mayb i'm not so affectted by it anymore ..
think i'll jux play and have fun and not think bout those things ..
not forgetting bout having friends like wc and neh ..
all the crappy jokes and all make mie laugh ..
and regardless of racist or not neh will nv get angry over them ..
he'll smile and even laugh at e joke when its funny ..
mayb thats what keeps mie goin ..
that smile of his that never disappears no matter what happens ..
i do see a bit of myself in him ..
the happy-go-lucky dorothy my friends used to say ..
mayb thats what i wan now ..
and of cux ..
so much of thank you to neh ..
he's always there to lend mie a helping hand ..
mayb he's also the first one that i found in my poly life who's so close to my everyday life and that i could share almost everything under the sun with ..
=)
thats a true friend that i found in this part of my life ..


LoUviN U__]]* 11:08 PM

Friday, December 28, 2007



went to meet my sec sch friends for some shopping ..
actually waited for almost an hour for them to come out from kbox ..
shopped around ..
got my scandals !!
=D
trained back to tamp to join AC ppl for movie;i am legend ..
den went to look for accion peeps to chill out for a while cux i missed e dinner due to leaving town late ..
thats all ..

shopping actually made mie forget bout things ..
but when i'm walking back home ..
the same things come to mie again ..
i really wished someone would take all these away from mie ..
at least i'll be better off that way ..
hmm ..
that day my right hand's middlefinger's nail break off ..
today my right thumb's nail broke off too ..
and my nail is e very hard kind ..
dunno why it will break off either ..
jux now tried to push my toe nail back but ended up making it worse ..
it starts to bleed again ...
now it hurts more than mie leaving it alone ..
sharing my nachos with my sibling and ended up eating too ..
resulted in worse coughing than what i actually had before eating ..
everything is goin bad for mie ..
bad ..
bad ..
so bad ..
=(


LoUviN U__]]* 1:45 AM

Thursday, December 27, 2007



for i know its gone forever ..
all along i nv pin so much hope on it ..
but still ..
really couldn't believe my eyes ..
i go to bed with the thing in my head ..
keeping wanting to wake up for the bad dream i actually had ..
and hopefully i made it to prove that its only a dream ..
i tried and tried ..
i failed ..
its the truth ..
the fact ..
i told myself to accept it and get back to reality that its gone forever ..
but its really too surprising for mie ..
so hard for mie ..
i think time is all i need now ..
for mie to take in and accept the truth and the fact ..


LoUviN U__]]* 11:53 AM

Monday, December 24, 2007




to you :
thanks for being there when i'm in trouble ..
thanks for sharing all your stuff with mieand listen to all my rubbish that i always said ..
sometimes i dunno why some things happen but i jux wanna say ..
i'll always be here for you if u need some one ..
i'll still be the same old mie here no matter what happens, trying to keep you happy all e time ..
i think i've been more happy knowing you all ..
and you too bring alot of laughter to my life ..
gotta say thank you so much to you too ..
would always be here to support you ..
hopefully you get her soon ..
=)





and to you :
sometimes i've got so much to share ..
but i don't know why when i get to you ..
things nv comes out like it suppose to be ..
i know you are busy with your life at times ..
somethings from you is always unpredictable ..
still ..
times are very enjoyable when i'm with you ..
thanks for every moment ..
though i know i might not be the one you really share things with ..
i would still be here all the time when you need someone ..
=)



LoUviN U__]]* 7:25 PM




well ..
so fast and a week passed ..
had OTC from mon to wed ..
was damn fun ..
i'm in ACCION and we had all e funny funny cheers which i love alot ..
this year's OTC is said to have very unique cheer ..
and must be cux got unique ppl like us lla ..
=D
cheer cheer cheered ..
gain experience on things and all ..
i'm a GL ..
can u believe it ??
LOL ..
the undescribable fun that i had through the 3 days ..

had iguides sub com gathering at stan's hse on thurs ..
one word to describe ..
mosquitoes ..
cux we helped to prepare food in e kitchen,
ended up got bitten all over our beauty legs ..
and i didn't really kanna any from camp !!!
was quite fun too ..
bbq ..
go high wit susan,lester and derrick cux of post OTC
drank beileys,vokka peach ..
talked slacked ..
nice bonding fun !!

fri went to sch for LC meeting straight from stan's hse ..
ruby paid cux he's rushing for time den longbang mie ..
=)
den went to pasir ris for psycho project ..
was quite happy that shooting went quite smoothly and was fun ..
next ..
home to slack for a while ..
den to adam's hse for class gathering for christmas ..
reached bout 9 when we suppose to be there by 5 ..
was tired though and reached home later after project ..
ate ..
play ..
recieved gifts and hear e song that marie,du du and adam did for 1B13 ..
the song is very nice ..
well ..
darlings of 1b13 gave mie pressie and i owe them so much ..
their bday gifts and christmas gifts ...
didn't really get anyone anything ..
was quite guilty ..
went home not long after that cux i went late ..
den didn't feel like gg home so went tamp to chat chat ..
catch the las bus home ..

sat ..
finally get to meet ky,wc,neh ..
went for some shopping for christmas pessie ..
went toy Rs and all the "mature" guys starts to come out ..
had alot of fun though ..
went home early ..
packed and sun ..
headed for pengarang ..
bout an hour boat ride there ..
had lunch ..
shopping ..
mahjiong ..
dinner ..
shopping ..
and back to slack and bath and all ..
talk talk and slp ...
nxt day breakfast, pack up and back to sing ..
actually trip was quite boring and nth ..
but the people made it fun and unforgettable ..
=)


LoUviN U__]]* 6:39 PM

Sunday, December 16, 2007



FINALLY !!!!!!!!!!!
Wilderness quest on wheels is over ..
hmm ..
my 1st time working with des ..
was alright and i led the team all e way from e start till e end of e cycling ..
cux des got no torch ..
but i'm strong !!
i survived through !!
i know my route well with my map including the changing of route !!
the onli one that i had to really get down or stop to check is the junction when heading to puaka hill ..
LOL ..

den back to the campsite ..
we gotta cook our own food ..
got not enough solid fuel ..
so we had to look for natural resourcces to start our fire ..
was hard though ..
cux of morning dew and all are wet ..
so we took damn long to start our fire ..
wasn't quite happy with this group of participants ..
they really sat there and do nth ..
they say there was too many ppl around e fire so nv help ..
ok ..
that one i uds ..
so we asked them to collect branches and all so we can do e fire ..
that they did help ..
but when we say its ready for cooking,
the took mass tin, cook their water and eat their cup noodles ..
by right we suppose to cook water and cook curry chicken for e whole team and eat tgt ..
den they so selfish that they cook the FIRST tin of water and for their noodles ..
and after they had their water,eat their noodles,had their fill, they didn't help at all anymore ..
leaving 4 of my participants cooking e curry chicken, eating it,washing up and all ..
they even had the whole groundsheet for themselves when its suppose to be for the whole group ..
haix ..
i'm also speechless and i cleared the place without asking for their help while e 4 went to wash the mass tins with des ..
they saw mie clearing but never offer help though ..

i'm damn tired after that ..
didn't bring this up during debrief ..
cux its over and more or less will get back some standard ans ..
like how can we improve next time and all ..
had breakfast after that den went home ..
slept for 6 hours plus den wakie to do stuff and meet HA GAO ..
=)
walked around compass till neh comes ..
den we head to jalan kayu for PRATA !!!
chat and all den went to eil's hse to get kite from her den home sweet home !!

ytd ah ..
think wc a bit sot sot le ..
he behaves so like a small boy ..
cux he has sore throat ..
so i dun let him eat FRIED wan ton in e morning ..
den night before i met him he ate macflurry ..
i went to buy shaker fries and i dun wan offer him any ..
so neh and i eat but i did offer him one from time to time ..
and when we were heading to e lrt frome arcade ..
HE SNATCH MY PACKET OF FIRES EH !!!!
like OMG ..
can u imagine that ????
and of cux i chased him to stop him from having e fries ..
haha ..
come to think of it,its kinda funny llor ..
didn't expect him to do that either ..
well ..
he's always e person that brings laughter to us with all him stupid jokes ..
glad that i met him in my life ..
=)

had lots of fun and later ..
i'm goin out with them AGAIN !!
fly kite and steamboat ..
and tml's OTC !!!!!!!!!
i'm getting excited !!
WHEE~~


LoUviN U__]]* 12:00 PM

Friday, December 14, 2007



Wahh ..
feel like shutting myself out from this world from everything for a few days or moments ..

hmm ..
don't ask mie why ..
jux too much to do and too lil time ..

and gotta go burst my brain with marketing le ..
paper 9am tml and i know nth though ..
haiz ..


LoUviN U__]]* 1:50 AM

Tuesday, December 11, 2007



well well ..
lets start from night recee on fri ..
its fun and scary and lots of undescribable feeling ..
at first when we're there ..
we talked and jux follow blindly as hui san lead us through ..
pressure started to come whn i'm suppose to lead them to pukka hill and up e hill for my lil grp ..
still fine for that though ..

den was back at basketball court looking at stars ..
and WE SAW SHOOTING STARS !!
=D
it was so B-E-A-U-TIFUL !!!
den we split into grps of 4 ..
my grp got hassan,kian aik and besley ..
i'm like e onli AFA there so i had to lead ..
ya ..
they bully mie ..
throughout the whole journey,
they didn't chat with mie,didn't teach mie the way to go ..
i was in a way forced to make use of my map to my decision and go the route that i think should be the right path ..
sometimes i feel so lost ..
i jux wished that someone is there to help and accompany mie through ..
but in a way i pulled myself through this challenge with a lil lil help from ricky n that irritating besley ..
=)

haha ..
back to bball court den rest and sleep for a lil while ..
kinda cold till shivers ..
luckily i brought a windbreaker along ..
me n my kia su style ..
=D
had breakfast and home sweet home ..
slept and night went to walk e bazaar at hougang mall with kaiyan,neh and wc ..
den went neh's hse for mahjiong before home ..

oh ya ..
sat morn wc said this in a way to describe my feeling ..
"i'm not a thing for you all to push or give here and there ..
i'm also a human with some feelings here .. "
well ..
what he said is kinda true ..
but sometimes it doesn't matter ..
for we all know they're jux playing around ..
=)


another thing i also must mention ..
i really admire hui san ..
she's just like 1st superwoman that actually APPEARED in my life ..
like no matter what happens,
she always stand strong ..
obstacles,challenges ..
nth can really pull her down ..
really NTH ..
a real WOW to her i must say ..
words can't really describe what i've seen through and from her ..
but what i can say is she is an AMAZING person ..
VERY AMAZING ONE ..
=)

sun studied a lil while ..
met the 3 of them and jenna for dinner @ chomp chomp !!
YUM YUM ..

ytd studied with wc n jenna at starbucks ..
wanna know whats the result of staying at starbucks for a few hours ??

we came up with a DIM SUM CLUB !!
FEATURING :
wei cheng as ha gao or jiam tao lo ti
jenna as siew mai
dorothy as neng yong
dinesh as tao sa

thats our joke of the hour ..
=D

now now ..
2 papers down ..
3 more to go !!
=)
fri will be the last day of my paper and ..
WILDERNESS QUEST ON WHEELS ..
HERE I COME !!
and more adventures coming up during e holidays ..


LoUviN U__]]* 1:35 PM

Thursday, December 06, 2007



hmm ..
i'm not studying and i've been staring at this square thing for a few hours ..
and when i stare blank ..
there was this thinking that came to my mind ..

Friends ..
how close can they be ??
By right the closer they are, its easier for them to share their thoughs and thinkings ..
But in actual fact, its e other way round ..
When you tell sth to someone who is not so close(or a used to be close but not so now) that is willing to lend a listening ear,
he or she will take in your situation and advise you on the situation itself ..
Whereas if you know someone quite well and you talk about your situation,
sometimes they interpret more than what you actually needed and e advices also went that way ..
Sometimes even worse .. the things that suppose to be kept unknown will be leaked out ..
Agree ??

And friends ..
Esp girls ..
Some goes about saying love you here and there ..
(even sometimes i do without realising)
but if you happen to think ..
Usually how often you use this "LOVE" word on another friend shows how far(not close) you are from him or her ..
Sometimes its good to have these coming ..
But real,true,close friends actually uses actions to express it out instead of just the word coming out from the mouth ..

Friends are claimed to be forever ..
You spent good times, good memories tgt ..
You can ALWAYS say i wanna keep it this way ..
But when somewhere in life, you happened to be splited up with your CLOSEST friend ..
How long could you actually hold that same old friendship there ??
How much could you actually continue to share with one another ??
ESP when new friends comes along into your life ..
When new friends actually seems to know you better and are more involved in your current life ..
Do you actually tend to forget about the old one there ??
That same old friend whom you actually spent so much times and had so much memories with ??

Don't you find this world a lil complex ??
Things are so unpredictable ..
They usually don't turn out the way you think it should be or the way you want it to ..
It ALWAYS happens to go the other way from what you wanted ..

Well ..
i don't know why i suddenly talk about all these ..
but it jux came to my mind ..
=)


LoUviN U__]]* 3:10 AM

Tuesday, December 04, 2007



still couldn't take it ..
couldn't stop them from coming down ..
i do feel a lil better after it ..
jux that very lil lil better ..
but still very bad ..
i'm shivering ..
for no one knows i am ...
i wanted to throw some things out ..
but i found no one for mie ..
i dunno what should i do now ..
i feel so cold ..


LoUviN U__]]* 2:01 AM




hmm ..
was a lil happy that i had a lil progress on my studying today but not enough ..
not feeling so great now ..
stoned and watched tv ..
many things are running through my mind now ..
some really makes mie feel sad and really feel like crying it out ..
but i promised ricky ..
i'll try my best to be happy and smile from e bottom of my heart ..
i would SERIOUSLY TRY !!
and ya ..
after puting the phrase "Protect mie will YOU ??" for some time ..
though its jux for putting,
seems to be for someone in particular but in fact no one in particular ..
joanna was e 1st ever person to say she will ..
THANKS GIRL !!
still..
a not good feeling in mie ..
thats all ..


LoUviN U__]]* 1:43 AM

Sunday, December 02, 2007



i suppose i didn't blog for damn damn long ..
had night cycling booth at sch for this week ..
well ..
response wasn't that good on mon but as tues and wed comes ..
we had overwhelming responses and we had to stop ppl from signing up ..
cux we had a limited number of participants we can take in order to ensure their safety ..
had a workshop on thurs den makan at night ..
sometimes ..
i do feel a lil extra between them ..
reason being i'm onli a year 1 and i'm mixing with year 2s and 3s and not year 1s ..
is it good or bad ??

one thing that isn't really good for mie was AC been taking up most of my time and i've seriously not been catching up with my studies ..
and even lesser time spent with my classmates ..
mayb i should start to prioritize my things ..
and now that i've left with onli a week before mid-sem tests,
i SWEAR that i'll work super hard to understand and know everything that i'm suppose to ..
i know i can't afford to let my studies go down ..
ya ..
so whoever's around seeing mie not studying PLS !!!
do whatever things u could and make mie study !!

its so diffcult to catch --- like what i wanted or thought ..

hmm ..
my lover joyce lent mie her NUM card ..
and guess what ..
i bought e flip flops and i forgot to gave e card ..
thats a lil dumb of mie and i dunno what to say either ..
LOL ..
but still love her lots ..
she's jux a super lovely one ..

to you,
thanks for the treat ..
=)

1st dec
celebrated bday with my family and paternal relatives ..
well ..
chalet was empty that night so i asked AC ppl to come for a stay ..
but onli jenna,wc and neh stayed ..
kaiyan and trevor came for makan den went home at 11 plus ..
partly cux yan has some kayaking race e next day ..
and also cux of this a few couldn't make it for my super last min chalet ..
hmm ..
had fun though ..
play one feng of mahjiong and poker cards ..
den they sleep ..
haha ..
i stone and slacked around with my sis friends till nearly 5am den go to bed ..
packed up e next day and home ..

this is more or less for the week bahx ..

i will cherish each and every moment spent with you
=)


LoUviN U__]]* 11:10 PM