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Monday, October 31, 2005



i'm in a lost ... i dunno wat i'm doin or wat i'm thinking...i live in fears everydae...there are somehow signs of regretting...am i doin the right thing...?i dunno...i'm veri confused ... at the same time...veri afraid ...i kept thinking... wat if something bad happen at the crucial moment ..? haix...i dunno i dunno i dunno... is everything true..?or muz i put things to a stop...?sometimes i thought things r ok...but now...i'm doubting and i dunno y...mayb i'm juz too afraid...i'm afraid to face things...cuz i noe once i do..i will burst into tears ... can someone tell mie wat to do...?is everything gonna be ok..?will everything be ok..?i'm always thinking...HAIX....sigh sigh sigh...AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH .... i'm goin mad...


LoUviN U__]]* 3:01 AM

Monday, October 24, 2005



haix ... things are not as well ... i'm finally awake from my dreams ... and came back to the reality ... like wat tee did ... i realised alot of things ... i'm not good enough ... everydae .. i go about everydae hoping tat everyone will guide mie along no matter where i go ...but how long can tat be ... not for long i can say ...

i'm always living in my dreams .. a place where everything is so nice and wonderful ... how i wish ta stay there forever and not return to reality ... but recently someone or something woke mie up from my dreams ... i'm back here to face everything ... i realised i have always been saying other ppl when i'm doin the same ... i also offended alot of ppl ... and hereby i wan to apologize to _ _ i _ _ an ... sorri fer being so rude ... sorri fer being so sarcastic ... i'm realli sorry ....

now tat i'm awake ... i find mmyself a little useless ... so far ... my heritage trail is the best thing i have ever done after being a leader ... haix ... wat a failure i am ...
*i may not be the one u are looking for ... i'm jux a weak and somehow usless person ... i will onli make ppl sad ... leave mie if u wan ...


LoUviN U__]]* 7:30 PM

Tuesday, October 11, 2005



ONE DRAGON SUX CAN !!!!!


LoUviN U__]]* 12:48 PM