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Saturday, February 19, 2005
all i can do ish juz ta wave gd bye..wave gd bye to all mah frens...and all mah happie & sad moments..i noe i can't have them anymore...i can onli keep them in my mind...i can't find them back...i can't have tat type of memories anymore...NO MORE happie memories...i realli wan them back...i struggled hard...hard ta move the boat back to the island..but it juz drift...drift...drift...i am all alone now...all alone in tat llittle boat...sometimes i cried...i cry out loud...hoping tat there is someone there to be wif mie in tat little boat..hoping tat someone will help mie move the boat back...back to the island where i was from...but no one came...things have changed...everything is juz different now...i dunno y...i juz continue drifting in the boat...and i dunno when and where i will land...i lost mah neclace...tat one ban gave mie de...haiz...i'm sad..i seach everywhere...i juz can't find it...ban..i am sho sorri!i'm sadd u noe...cuz i lost it...its nice lorr...haiz...but i can't find it...=(...i went out wif a sadd face cuz of tis u noe...and also cuz of sth else larr..but...haiz...i can't help it...i feel like cring tat time lorr...alot of things happened...but then i am outside...sho i can't...*y are u always comforting mie..?y always give in to mie..?y always make mie happie..?y always try ta find out wat happened..?haiz...i'm sorri if i caused any trouble when we are out...i did try ta be happie...but i can't...then u are always asking mie wat happened...i walked off wif rid they all...down the street sho tat i can change mah mood...didn't mean ta leave u all there...i have ta change mah mood...i noe u all are all worried seeing mie like tat...always asking mie ta sae out what happened...sho i changed...at least i appear to be happie to u all...to make u all less worried...tats onli the thing i can do.... LoUviN U__]
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