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Monday, March 21, 2005
Tat sun....i reached thailand....so sian kays...eat dinner walk around den nth le...Mon...i woke up at 5am?went ta morning market...bought lots of ear rings...haha....eat breakfast in the hotel...ah ken...it was edible...hahaha...went shopping in the afternoon...i bought a PINK shirt....haha...i saw a blue blind cap leh...but didn't buy cuz it has no hole at the back lorr...sian...i like it so so so much lorr...nite my parents de fren came...we went fer dinner...i ate alot of hot stuff lorr....i saw a soccer jersy wif ken's name!hahaha....number 23...although like got programme but i still feel so sian...den i miss the disturbing msges from ken lorr...Tues..go morning market again...den went back ta sleep...so tired...den i dreamt of sth scary lorr...but someone there ta help mie...=)...went around shopping....den wanna go temple...6 of us squeeze into he taxi...the driver was scared till dunno wat lorr..so funni sia...went dinner in the nite...parents de fren...as in another fren treat...was so full lor...den got one guy...he can sing well leh...he can change his voice till like kid de and gal de lor...nth much...Wed..feel so happie tat te next dae can go back le...its so cold in the morning lorr...its raining heavily...den the lobby was soooo cold!!!i went ta temples....the car journey is like 2 hours!WAHH....can die...had luch at the sea side...den another 2 hr journey back lorr...wanted ta sleep de...den though of *him...and somethings tat happen in the past...den i can't sleep le...hahaha...
Thurs...nth much...pack ups...getting ready ta go back...reach sing at bout 9+pm...i called ppl and sms...haha...so nice ta use my fone again!Fri...i went back ta skool!Yipppie!!!saw *him!haha...i was laughing!so nice ta be back in sch fer guitar!!!learn tat stupid dance from the stupid instructor...i juz dun like him cann..?make mie stand squand stand squad...nite...went nite tour...ah ha..was excited bout it...took dinner at kfc wif ah ling and ah lew...den ah tee came...we went ntuc bought sweets!go skool le...den pay money fer the fee...den we set off!i was sitting alone in the back de...den ah cheng and ah min joined mie...we sang songs!1st destination...cini leisure...we watch son of the mask...when kai ling go take tickets...it was super loong lor...the seniors are crazy bout tat...haha....the movie was so nice...the baby is cute!SO cute!!!!next stop...lao ba sa ta have supper...i found out tat i llost sth...den i no mood ta take supper lorr...no one noe larr...but i feel like crying tat time lorr...it takes mi some time ta change my mood back...ate supper...we walk ta esplanate...we take alot of pics...ah green go AHHHH den the light of some figures went off...LoL!!den she ran away...so...next destination...SENTOSA!!!on our way there...everyone was like sleeping lorr...but ah min,ah cheng and i excited...we kept singing tong hua...hahahahaha....we got a small briefing before walking in to the beach...there are some idiotic ppl around lorr...our time ish packed there...we noe our bounderies den we started playing games...building sandcastles...den we rehearse and teach the sec ones bout the enrollment ceremony...tat time i was like wanna fall sick like tat lorr...my throat veri dry...plus the dry wind...wahh...den my leg also veri suan...cuz tat guy make us stand and squad...plus my stomach dunno y pain...from movie till morning lorr...we change...had the ceremony...play a bit bit games den time ta go le...how i wish we could play longer...on the way back..i was tired...i slept...when i woke up...my voice changed!!!LOL!went point ta eat big breakfast...den go home...from 10 plus...i slept till 2pm...woke up...sms...cried...i'm juz too worried bout the thing tat i lost...ah ken console mie...cuz at tat time he is the onli one who koe i cry...after sometime..i stop crying..went ta eat noodles...den back ta sleep....woke up at 8pm...den watch tv...sms..nth much le...*I thought of giving up...i dunno wat i am doin...i also dunno wat he is doin...sometimes he is like so close to mie...sometimes he is like so far...sometimes he sounded like he dun even give a damn ta all this stuff tat i am telling him...sometime things he said and did hurts mie...i dunno wat ta sae and wat ta do next...can u pls tell mie...?i'm tired...i realli am...tired of guessing wat u are thinking and goin ta do next...pls...stop the torturing... LoUviN U__]
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