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Sunday, April 24, 2005



I wanted ta blogg a few days ago...but the com sot sot de...den now blogg...lazy ta retype everything...it was all crap scolding and cursing tat HZ...can believe a guy would scold a gal fer sth...or can sae fer nth..?...nvm...dun wanna tok bout tis idiot guy...
Everything is bored...SAs are tis week and next week...everything is goin so fast...i'm lost...dunno wat ta do...dunno wat ta sae...I'm damn busy...tis week...got SYF!!!OMG!!!i'm so scared...we will be waiting fer results there..?i'm afraid tat we dun do well...afraid tat i will burst when i hear the results...OMG!someone!!teach mie wat to do PLS!!can i stop all tis from happening..?I wish i can...
Everything is so different now...frens and even close teachers ask mie ta be the happy go lucky and cheerful mie like how i am when i was sec 1...i tried...i FAILED...i realise tat things can't go back to how they are like in the past...mie too wish i was still tat mie tat i was when i am a sec 1 kid...everything i so carefree...not much troubles...nth much...when we dunno much thing...we hope tat we grow faster and learn and noe more things...but after we grow up and learn more things...there tend to be more troubles...y is it so..?if it is like tis...i would rather i dunno anything...den i would at least lead a happie life...everything is so terrible now...
I may seems so happie...so cheerful or so normal and looks as if i dun care bout anything from the outside...but has anyone ever try looking at mie from the inside..?there are lots of wounds inside...i'm sad..i'm hurt...no one knows...everyone thought i'm normal...no one realli understand mie except for some ppl...i dunno wat ta sae...


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