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Saturday, April 30, 2005



SA here le lehhh...haiz...sian...long never blogg...cuz bro dun let mie use...lets see...we start from mon...
Mon...we are crazy...we got extra lessons den we do and do...esp pei jun,eileen and i...we are so noisy...den we dun let mr yee go home!!!haha...so lessons suppose ta end at 4...but we delayed till 5.45...=P...got back my report card...den i wasn't happie...as i said...i would cry...and i did tat at home...but thanks ta ken who was there ta console mie despite of him not feeling gd too...cuz he lost his wallet...THANKS ALOT!!!

Tues...everything was normal bahx...can't realli rmb...i have bad memory...haha...got guitar after skool...suppose ta have lessons too...but cuz of syf on thurs...i muz go ta guitar instead of lessons...we had bit bit fun in our costume...=P...back at home...i got some worry feeling of dunno wat...tis time...i cried again...den i went out ta the living room...my mum saw mie wif red eyes den ask y i cry lehh....den i denied tat i cried...SCARY!!!

Wed...everything was ok ok...but den...fer no reason i quarrelled wif ken..?i wasn't in gd mood tat dae...cuz mrs koh gave us some geo stuff back...was real sad bout it...haiz...den msging ken den dunno y quarrel lorr...den last msg he sent fine than...den i was sadd and not in mood le...so didn't reply le...was real sad tat time...den i wrote tis in my book...the book tat i bring along everydae...

Long never write in tis book le...life is teribble these few days...so many things happening around mie...CA2 results not gd...but i can't do anything..i'm always being scolded...i wanted to work hard too...its nice to have the feeling of achieving high marks...who wouldn't wan..?but everything is juz so hard to do...so much harder den jus saying it..haiz...SYF tml...Exams 2 days lata...how ta study?i can't do anything lorr..=(

*tis part is bout *him...i shall not type it out as some will read it...

Todae quarrel wif ken...for no reason...its all my fault...truly speaking...he is the onli one who understands mie...i dunno y...others will juz console mie when i'm sad...but..he is the onli one whom understands those things i'm goin through...den todae quarrel wif him...i noe...both of us are the same de...if we quarrel wif someone...den if the someone never tok ta us or sth like tat...we will not take the initiative ta tok de lor...haiz...so if we dun tok...den if i have anything,will be kept deep inside le...no one will noe liao...if not some will be written in my blogg...all i can sae now is SORRI!Sorri fer all the trouble caused!=(...U are the most understanding fren ever...THANKS ALOT!!

wasn't saying the rest of my frens not understanding kae...juz tat he noe the situation i'm in bahx...BUT...all frens are impt to mie!!!all make a difference in my life!!So...wed quite sadd...den i got tat worring feeling again...juz rite after i quarrelled wif ken...haiz...but during guitar...mr ong does cheer mie up a little...dunno y...nth can cheer mie up except when i'm at guitar...at home cry again...but bit bit onli larr...

Thurs...reached skool at 6 plus wif ham...den change..put make up..so practise practise practise...den 9...we go bus there le...scared scared sia...den in bus..i took mdm tan's cam play and take pics...=)...we sing alot of song...heh...to make us relax...lol...but we kept singing happy ending...dunno y...everything was kind of scary there...we always complain bout our costume...but after looking at other skools de...i find ours much nicer...haha...we go in plae...all veri scary lehh...dunno how ta sae..den announcing of results also...mie and jia min was like...dunno how ta sae...we got silver...everyone was so disappointed...cuz we expect ourselves ta get a gold..?haix...all sadd lorr...den dun wanna leave the place...haha...but after some time left le...so in the bus back ta skool...we sang happy ending again...LOLX!...in the bus...we said tat we wanna bluff everyone tat we got COP...den the bus reach sch...big flower(VP) was there...alison they all bluff her...she believe lehh...den she ask us dun be sad...still give alison a hug...haha...after tat den tell mr chia we got COP also...cuz he was upstairs looking down...after sometime..alison said..."aiya...bluff u all de larr...we got SILVER"...haha...den big flower sae...u bluff mie ar...i wan my hugg back...haha..she is nice man...mr chia said...if we got COP...wun look like tat de lor...hahaha...we went ta music room ta change..fiona and alison started goin around bluffing sae we got COP...haha...den we got briefing den go back ta class...the stupid chi teacher..anyhow scold ppl...idiot ar...i go back her lesson veri gd le lor...*hmpt*....after sch...math lessons was FUN!!we ask mr yee alot irrelavant questions...he so shy kae...haha...den dey always take his pic...we always ask questions...he ans den we clap...but is personal tat kind of questions larr...haha...den we sing sing sing...sing happie ending during break...back to class also sing...den we sing so loud...mr yee didn't scold lehh...haha...so fun!!!but one thing...ken and i still didn't tok...

Fri...exams!!in parade square when i check my fone....ken msg mie!!haha...he wish mie gd luck...i replied...wish him gd luck too...happie happie...haha...back ta class...everything was kind of scary...but manage ta do larr...after exams got NSW sci...den my class got party fer ms neo...cuz she goin off le...den ser chen do so fast lor...siao de...had quite some fun at the party...ms neo so ke lian...give us make till wet wet le...den they stil put cream on her face...nth much larr...4 plus i reach home le...tok on fone...sms...bla bla...as usual la...but sad ta sae...i msg ken at nite den he didn't reply...

todae...went skool do math...den go point makan...we walk walk also...den go green study...nth much lorr...oh ya...read someone's blogg...he wrote tis-->do u all noe wad u say can hurt ppl alot? u dunno.. just shoot ur bloody mouth off to make urself happy thinking it is a joke.. but u noe u hurt some1 deeply?? .....but he himself did somethings and he didn't noe lorr...haiz...

*hopes everything will go back ta normal...
will blogg after exams bahx...muz concentrate le....btw...thanks fer all my frens fer being there at all times...FRIENDS FOREVER!!!Love u all!!!=)


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