Saturday, April 09, 2005
Tests are like hell...everything is terrible...i believe i will burst again when i got my results...i believe i will fail fer alot subs...i have no faith at all...sian...guides was ok...busy fer the N1 cluster meeting...den wun be able ta support geraldine fer her debate le...sad...my comunications wif the sec 1s is bad...REAL BAD!...guitar syf cuming...was ok bahx...todae went debates...green's team won!she got the best speaker...CONGRATS!!!all the best fer next week!!!sherm sherm's 10 bucks gone lehh...all thanks ta tat stupid cashier...and tat puffer fish...EEE yuck!
Oh wells...i'm sick...some flu and cough...its torturing mie...how i wish i have a fever too...i love ta be sick...den i can torture myself....i can skip skool...and can die off easily too...wish tat i can bang the wall and die off todae after the a math test...but i didn't...cann i die..?i wish ta leave tis world.....isolate mie from tis world...i wish ta be in the lala` land...
Nobody understands how i am feeling...nobody knows wat is happening...although there are ppl out there whom are willing ta listen...but i dun wish ta tell everyone...it will onli make them worry more..
I'm jealous,I'm hurt,I'm sad cann..?No console...no concern...NTH!!!I noe i dun have the right ta be jealous as i am nobody ta u...I noe tat...its never sucessful fer mi ta ask u out...but when u ask mie out...u always sae till i can't sae "no,i'm not goin..."i can't do anyting...i dunno y...stop playing guessing game wif mie cann...I hate it!Juz sae out watever which is in ur mind cann..?I'm not important...I'm nth...i noe...sorri fer wasting ur time all these while...STAY AWAY FROM MIE!!I HATE *U!!!GO AWAY!!!LEAVE MIE ALONE!!!
~lonely gal...
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