**-i LOVE yyou-**
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
these few days got a few troubles too...i dunno wat has gotten into her...she suddenly ask him tis question den sae till dunno y put mi in also...like more and more ppl involved lorr...i dun understand y...y she suddenly ask tis...he ish now so troubled wif it...all i can sae now is i'm SORRI!!!it was all my fault...blame mie fer my big mouth...blame mie fer saying ta sentence...if i didn't tell her...she wun noe and tis would not happen...i'm the cause and blame fer all tis...dun sae i'm not...i wll feel guilty as i noe i am...I'M REAL SORRI!!!i will try ways ta solve tis mess tat i have created...i will...I PROMISE!!!
there is another trouble too...i dunno whether i'm thinking too much or wat...but i had tis feeling...i realli hope tis wun happen as i already experienced it twice last year...and i dun wish ta experience it again....tat period of time is like HELL!!!if someone feels tat way...all will be the same and i'll be alone...no one will understand how i feel or be it no one will noe wat i'm goin through unless they did experiencee it too...i juz hope tat it wun happen...HPOEFULLY...
i noe i can't fall in love wif u...or be it like at tis moment...i tried stopping myself...i try ta forget everything...but i can't...i dunno y...i'm afraid tat i will affect someone else...to tat someone...he dunno anything...so if he sae or ask u anything dun link it to mie...PLS!!!
hoping tat everything will be over soon and back to normal..to those who are concern...i'm sorri but i can't help it and i shed tears over all these...I LIKE NO ONE!! LoUviN U__]
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