Wednesday, June 08, 2005
todae everything was like...haiz...
everything can be done in a quiet way...
everything can be done silently...
i did them in the noisy way...
so as to show i'm normal...
juz a way to show tat i'm ok...
nobody knows wats inside mie...
wat everyone sees is juz a smile outside...
i juz wan everyone to be happie...
but den wat can i sae or do...
i end up getting all sorts of remarks...
i'm itch all over...
bites and scratches...
all i can do is scratch,
scratch,and scratch...
i believe no one notices...
no one cares...
i'm juz a gal...
an ordinary one...
one who always recieves those put downs....
there is nth i can do...
i can onli listen to all the comments they give...
no one will ever noe how hurt i feel...
i juz pretended tat its nth...
pretend tat it doesn't affect mie...
but i can't hold long...
cuz it does...
it realli affects mie alot...
deep down i'm wondering...
y can't i be like the rest...
y muz i be treated differently...
i dunno y...
on my way home down the road...
i saw sth on the floor...
its a mark on the floor...
a mark left by sth...
i remember tat place...
i remember tat spot...
it was the one where my foot accidently stepped on sth...
as i said b4...
tat thing was a snail...
tat poor snail tat was killed my mie...
i can't help but cry when i thought of it...
i felt so sorri fer the snail...
i didn't did it on purpose...
it was realli accidentally...
i'm real real sorri...
and i can't do anything...
LoUviN U__]
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8:00 PM
