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Tuesday, September 06, 2005



Haix...seeing tat fren of mine like tat..i feel sad too...wat can i sae..?it may happen to mie too...juz a matter of time...i can see tat he is in a terrible state...he didn't noe wat happened...everything juz happened in a nick of time...i dunno wat to sae to him..or be it i didn't noe wat I CAN sae to him...fer the 1st time in 8 months...the cheerful guy i noe...i saw him wif some tears goin down his cheeks...i can feel tat sadness in him...i fail to console him...i can't do anything...seeing him like tat...haix...

seriously...i think those things will happen to mime on dae.i dunno when...i noe i'm not a gd person...i noe i'm not gd enough fer everything...one dae i'll juz fall from the highest point...PLS !! DUN BRING MIE SO HIGH UP...i'm afraid after i fall..i can't recover...i may lie dead there...i dun wish to think but i can't help it...i'm always thinking bout wat is goin to happen...y are some things like tat...and here i am having a headache..i'm still thinking...i feel like vomiting...SOMEONE PLS HELP MIE !! I'M DYING !!


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