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Monday, October 24, 2005

haix ... things are not as well ... i'm finally awake from my dreams ... and came back to the reality ... like wat tee did ... i realised alot of things ... i'm not good enough ... everydae .. i go about everydae hoping tat everyone will guide mie along no matter where i go ...but how long can tat be ... not for long i can say ...i'm always living in my dreams .. a place where everything is so nice and wonderful ... how i wish ta stay there forever and not return to reality ... but recently someone or something woke mie up from my dreams ... i'm back here to face everything ... i realised i have always been saying other ppl when i'm doin the same ... i also offended alot of ppl ... and hereby i wan to apologize to _ _ i _ _ an ... sorri fer being so rude ... sorri fer being so sarcastic ... i'm realli sorry ....now tat i'm awake ... i find mmyself a little useless ... so far ... my heritage trail is the best thing i have ever done after being a leader ... haix ... wat a failure i am ... *i may not be the one u are looking for ... i'm jux a weak and somehow usless person ... i will onli make ppl sad ... leave mie if u wan ... LoUviN U__]
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