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Monday, October 31, 2005

i'm in a lost ... i dunno wat i'm doin or wat i'm thinking...i live in fears everydae...there are somehow signs of regretting...am i doin the right thing...?i dunno...i'm veri confused ... at the same time...veri afraid ...i kept thinking... wat if something bad happen at the crucial moment ..? haix...i dunno i dunno i dunno... is everything true..?or muz i put things to a stop...?sometimes i thought things r ok...but now...i'm doubting and i dunno y...mayb i'm juz too afraid...i'm afraid to face things...cuz i noe once i do..i will burst into tears ... can someone tell mie wat to do...?is everything gonna be ok..?will everything be ok..?i'm always thinking...HAIX....sigh sigh sigh...AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH .... i'm goin mad... LoUviN U__]
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