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Sunday, September 17, 2006



Sry for not blogging for so long ..
i'm jux lazy to blogg ..
wasn't realli feeling good now ..
as in i'm not physically sick but somehow mentally ..
i dunno why ..
i jux feel down ..
i can't stop thinking of all the sad moments ..
esp the tagboard thingy in my class ..
i hate tat BITCH ..
and i'm jux innocently accussed by my teacher ..
i admit i had wrong ..
but it doesn;t start from mie ??
y i don't see her talking to my fren ..
and it seems like i'm the one behind all that DUMB thing ..

haiis ..
forget it ..
how i wish i could turn back time where there and then i'm onli a sec one ..
altought i know i'm fat and ugly then ..
but i had happiness ..
all the fun i had everyday ..
i live my life to the fullest ..
i had no worries at all ..
i even had HIM when we spent most of our times together ..
which are all onli MEMORIES now ..
things are so so complicated now ..
so complicated that i dunno what to do ..
putting up a false front,a facade ..
all i could say is..
no one realli knows mie deep down in my heart ..
NO ONE ..
some things i chose to keep it to myself ..
as i don't want u all to worry ..

and dear friends ..
STOP telling mie how compatible ken & i are ..
i had enough ..
let mie tell u ..
FOR SURE i wouldn't go back with him ..
our start was wrong in the first place ..

i know i'm suppose to be studying now ..
i jux couldn't get into that kind of mood ..
i dunno why ..
and now ..
i'm actually flunking my prelims ..
i wonder if i could even score for Os ..
tats all lla ..
mayb it would be long till i blogged again ..
so TAKE CARE ppl ..
till we meet again ~~


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