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Saturday, October 27, 2007



Lets start from traning on thurs !!
well ..
it was good but at e same time tiring ..
1st time see weicheng SO SO fierce ..
LOL ..
ran a round of reservior ..
almost died cux i got headache ..
esther had stiches ..
and our grp only we 2 girls ..
den cux of some things we kanna punishment, push ups ..
i do and cux hand no more strength ..
(before that got do before e run)
so i drop on e floor with my head landing 1st ..
and result in a ba-lu-ku now on my head ..
they had esther and i to get up and my 1st time tearing in tp came ..
i dunno why ..
mayb i have this feeling that is pain till i teared for a while ..
friends,papa,mama,all e ppl around concern-ing ..
LOL
so pai seh ..

hmm ..
den did endurance training ..
till arms pain ..
next was games ..
esther and i didn't join ..
well ..
cux we still not that well to join in ..
aft games had debrief,intro of new ppl and done !!
dinner and home sweet home !!
=)

friday friday ..
had lessons till 1pm den met ee ling and ji xiang for lunch ..
talked and back to e room to slack ..
and also lounge to slack ..
had badminton game at 4pm with wc,besley,jenna and one more guy who splited dinesh's pants ..
cux neh suppose to play with us den he wan do his things ..
so we found someone to replace him,wearing his clothings ..
so ...
you know ..
had a very tiring badminton with wc around ..
really dying ..
back to ac room to slack den dinner at TM ..
they suppose to have meeting ..
we ended up at arcade and slacking around ..
kaiyan,wc,nigel,jenna, and mie ..
went cafe cartel to slack till they end meeting ..
cux e rest dun wan go ..
talk talk talk den cabbie home !!
=)

hmm ..
been running about btwn AC room and SU recently ..
AC ppl ask mie wan/whether will i run for main comm ..
SU ppl asked mie e same thing ..
my ans .. i dunno ..
i seriously dunno ..
not avoiding but if i do run ..
i really gotta make a choice ..
they are jux 2 different feelings at 2 different places that i liked ..
its jux so hard to make a decision ..
=/
SU is a big family always handling big things with many many stuff ..
with the people there so friendly regradless of main/sub comm, knowing or not knowing them ..
AC is a small family with everyone bonded tgt having fun tgt and all ..
a place where i can unleash my potential and at e same time, i love e feeling ..
it brings mie back to my olden days of GG ..
i really really need time to make a decision between the two ..

i've been unconciously facing some problems ..
what i wan and need now is to be alone ..
with friends around is more than enough ..
you said you would let mie do what i want ..
what i want now is you to jux let mie be on my own ..
whats over is over,
whats done is done ..
is the effort that you took to do dring e thing and not after it ..
thats all i can say and i really really hope that you would understand ..
now i only want to concentrate on my studies and my cca..
thats enough ..


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