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Thursday, November 08, 2007



I'm standing aside helplessly,
watching you fighting your war on your own.
We said to share things when we are not "right" and i did lent a helping hand to help you share your burdens and fight your war tgt with you.
But you said no and kept mie away from your war.
So i'm standing aside helplessly,
watching you fighting your war.
Its so difficult not to offer help to you.
I tried again and again but i got back the same ans.
I tried standing away from your war knowing that you want to face it all by yourself.
But i still couldn't help myself to look at you fighting your war.
and by standing aside made me feel uselesss.
being not able to share your burdens,
not able to fight your war with you.
I know its hard for you,
thats why i chose to keep quiet at the side,
not letting you know how i'm feeling.
Its really hard to see you torture yourself and go out there alone.
This also shows that i actually failed on not being able to help and share.
Mayb you would find a better person whom you could say the same things to or even let him or her fight with you in your war.
and if u really do,
i hoped that you could drop me a hint.
so that i could stop offering to help fight your war with you.
and as for now,
i'll still be there when you need me,
to offer you a helping hand from time to time.


LoUviN U__]]* 10:47 PM